dannyboy65
Well-known member
I need to stop being so angry at myself. I need to stop living in my past and realized it happened and I can't have it back. I realized I can't miss her anymore when she doesn't miss me. I can't feel jealous anymore about her, that's what she wants. No I have to move on and live my life. I can't fear of going places where so many memories are and I can't live my life worrying about everything.
I want to move on and holy shit it's tough. I keep pushing and it's so hard to do even the easiest of things. But I can't just sit here and let my memories corrupt my mind. No I need to do stuff I need to live, I need to do what I want to do. No more of this jealousy, pain, and suffering. I want to live how I want to live and I will not do it alone. I know I have real friends and I know I have people that care. I just forget it when so many bad things happen at once.
I want to move on and holy shit it's tough. I keep pushing and it's so hard to do even the easiest of things. But I can't just sit here and let my memories corrupt my mind. No I need to do stuff I need to live, I need to do what I want to do. No more of this jealousy, pain, and suffering. I want to live how I want to live and I will not do it alone. I know I have real friends and I know I have people that care. I just forget it when so many bad things happen at once.