dannyboy65
Well-known member
For months I've been taking every ones shit. For months I've been treated like trash and didn't do anything about it. I've been nothing but depressed, not a single ****ing day have I not been depressed, angry, or anxious. I'm starting to lose it. I can't take much more or I'm going to explode, but no people keep on going. Why do people push me this far, why do I even try and help people, when really they don't ****ing deserve it. Why do I have to be the one that cares. Why can't I not care it would be that much easier. I know I'm in a bad spot because when I get to that tipping point I black out and I lose control. Today I started to black out for 3 second periods. If I keep bottling it up it won't be long till I burst. I already talked to my life coach and I'm taking tomorrow off so me and him can hangout and I can tell him everything that's going on in my head. Because I don't have a single person in my life right now that knows what's going on in my head.