Insurance won't cover it, so what I'm doing is trying to see others have coped with it. The online stories don't seem believeable, but after talking with someone else recently, I'm considering taking their word for it. Online dating was never appealing to me, but since it doesn't seem like things will be changing in real life, I'll be thinking about it.
After all, it's easier to meet someone who has common interests on the internet then in real life. But here's the hard part; I'm not sure if the person would be a legit woman, because of internet anonymity. That, and did you see one of my posts about the nasty online dating story on youtube? Where one guy pretended to be a teenage girl?
I wish it didn't have to be so hard, I wish I didn't have to get so upset about this. I mean, this shouldn't even have to be a problem for me. It shouldn't have to be so hard, even if it's not easy, it shouldn't be the most difficult thing in the world for me. Yet, for some reason it is.
I've been better, but doing okay right now. I've been struggling with the dating world, and have been trying to get more confident. I don't know why it's been so difficult for me and everyone I know in real life, because most people I know in the internet make it seem like one the easiest things in the world.