Hey Luna, good to hear from you! I read your thread, sounds like you have been through so much in the last 2 years. I was also hooked on a prescription med for a mere half-yearish in my history. Hard stuff to get off of. But it sounds like you're in a good place now. I'd like to hear more about your 28 days in the wilderness :)
Hey Luna, we haven't really met, but I have to say your last thread scared me a little.
It looked very much like a final.. goodbye. It's out of place for me to say so, but if it meant what it interpreted, I must strongly urge you NOT TO do it. There's always a new day, always a new chance to improve and do things better. You can't give up on that, because death is irreversible, problems are not.
My apologies if I misinterpreted your thread, but just in case. Don't do it, there's SO much to live for.