How are you feeling?

planemo

Well-known member
It's alright here I'll admit it too, I'm so lonely I hug my pillow and have conversations with it.
Straight lonely. TMI? It's okay to admit that's what this place is for. Oh.....

thanks. your post made made me smile, but in a good way.:) no there's nothing wrong to hug or talk to a pillow. i talk to imaginary people, just so that i have someone to talk to. the reason why i find it hard to admit it is because i take pride in the fact that most people would never last a day with so little human connection. they'd probably go crazy. but i'm used to it, and since i'm pretty sure its not gonna change i value that i can at least cope with isolation. but now i question whether i can. maybe i'm not as strong as i thought. maybe deep down i really want to have a person(s) to add something to my life. that scares me, since i know at present it's not possible. so i'm scared i'm beginning to want something i know i can't get.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Oh, well... back tae feelin' stupid and inferior compared tae other, intellectually.

In other words, back tae the stupid, simpleton fae Scotland routine. :sad:
 

coyote

Well-known member
Re: no

I honestly just feel bad right now. I’m so discontent with everything. Thinking about the future makes me sick, I’m pretty sure I’m destined to be a failure. How does anyone function day to day? I don’t get it. The simplest things seem so impossible to me. I can’t even function properly for five minutes. I guess I don’t really know how to do anything but complain.

the secret is that no one really knows what they're doing - there is no way to be sure that what we do this moment will have a particular result. we just do what we can and hope for the best. the people who appear to be highly successful have failed as many times or more than they have succeeded - they just keep trying and then emphasize the positive rather than the negative outcomes.
 

Starry

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Ill... I've been sat on the sofa, not moving, with tense muscles for five hours... My husband's uncle visited us today... I don't speak, I don't move, I do nothing... actually, I did speak... I said "Let the Right One in" (my husband couldn't remember the title of a film, so asked me) and "bye" (obvious why)... Yes, that is all I said!

Now my head is aching terribly, my muscles are stiff and aching and I feel very wobbly on my feet - evidently my blood sugar is also low, since I've eaten very little so far today, what with being unable to eat much at lunch with the uncle here.

So now I have to go and cook dinner. Hopefully I'll feel a little better after eating... Because right now, I don't even feel fully alive!
 

Silatuyok

Well-known member
I'm supposed to go to a photo club meetup tonight, but I'm finding all kinds of excuses not to go. So I'm feeling slightly guilty for giving in to my anxiety.
 

laure15

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Feeling slightly drowsy. I took Tylenol yesterday and felt very sedated. Had to go to bed early. Now I still feel the effects, albeit less intense.
 
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