How are you feeling?

lilmutegirl

lilmutegirl

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In general, I'm feeling pretty good. I finally feel like my life is coming together, but I'm worried that I may be overwhelmed in the next few weeks. I'm trying to get as prepared as possible, so that I won't be too stressed. I'm actually feeling rather productive. :D
 
MarionBerry

MarionBerry

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I am quite thrilled with myself today as I was majorly tested and passed with flying colors:

The president was in town and I got stuck, for 30+ minutes on the freeway, not moving(!!!!!), in the hot sun, while police stopped traffic for him to get to the airport. Even a few months ago I would have had a full-on panic attack and freaked the F out. But not today. I stayed calm and collected by listening to my favorite songs and deep breathing. Also thinking about that bacon cheeseburger I was going to get as a prize for making it through helped.

So, yay me!
 
CillaHasBrainActivity

CillaHasBrainActivity

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Kind of pretty bad, so yeah. How am I supposed to deal with the real world when I have panic attacks THE most insignificant, irrelevant, irrational things?!
Ugh. WHY?!
 
DeadmanWalking

DeadmanWalking

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MarionBerry said:
I am quite thrilled with myself today as I was majorly tested and passed with flying colors:

The president was in town and I got stuck, for 30+ minutes on the freeway, not moving(!!!!!), in the hot sun, while police stopped traffic for him to get to the airport. Even a few months ago I would have had a full-on panic attack and freaked the F out. But not today. I stayed calm and collected by listening to my favorite songs and deep breathing. Also thinking about that bacon cheeseburger I was going to get as a prize for making it through helped.

So, yay me!
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For your achievement, I offer you this:).

Zelda: Twilight Princess Music - Fyrus Clear Fanfare - YouTube
 
KiaKaha

KiaKaha

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It saddens me to realize - that I may never get to meet some of the most thoughtful, kind and compassionate people I have ever come across.
 
MikeyC

MikeyC

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KiaKaha said:
It saddens me to realize - that I may never get to meet some of the most thoughtful, kind and compassionate people I have ever come across.
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You met me, though!

Struggling for many reasons. My most immediate struggle is making this food diary look presentable. I am going to go through hell this next 3 weeks trying to keep it going. I know it. I am weak.
 
Hellhound

Hellhound

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Starry said:
Utterly, utterly awful! :(
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Starry

Starry

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Thank you, Hellhound.

MikeyC said:
What's the matter?
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I've gained weight... I don't care how ridiculous it sounds... I've been crying terribly because I can no longer wear the dresses I wore last summer... Due to the return of the agoraphobia I've been wearing only t-shirts and jeans for ages, since I feel better in them if I panic... But today I wanted to wear a dress... Since eating more calories (Thanks to my husband making me eat 1,500 a day - which I fail to achieve anyway...) I can't wear them anymore. I admit they were tight when I wore them last, since I deliberately got a slightly smaller size as I was trying to lose more weight, but still... I can't even do the zip up now.

I'm utterly disgusted with myself! I hate myself!

And to make matters worse, my husband's mother and little sister are visiting us today, so I have to try to act like nothing's wrong, not to mention the anxiety they cause anyway. *Sigh*
 
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Nathália

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MikeyC said:
You met me, though!

Struggling for many reasons. My most immediate struggle is making this food diary look presentable. I am going to go through hell this next 3 weeks trying to keep it going. I know it. I am weak.
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Sorry Mikey. ::(:

Starry said:
Thank you, Hellhound.



I've gained weight... I don't care how ridiculous it sounds... I've been crying terribly because I can no longer wear the dresses I wore last summer... Due to the return of the agoraphobia I've been wearing only t-shirts and jeans for ages, since I feel better in them if I panic... But today I wanted to wear a dress... Since eating more calories (Thanks to my husband making me eat 1,500 a day - which I fail to achieve anyway...) I can't wear them anymore. I admit they were tight when I wore them last, since I deliberately got a slightly smaller size as I was trying to lose more weight, but still... I can't even do the zip up now.

I'm utterly disgusted with myself! I hate myself!

And to make matters worse, my husband's mother and little sister are visiting us today, so I have to try to act like nothing's wrong, not to mention the anxiety they cause anyway. *Sigh*
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You're very beautiful, don't hate yourself. Managing weight is hard thing to do. I'm so sorry starry.
 
Starry

Starry

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Beleza said:
You're very beautiful, don't hate yourself. Managing weight is hard thing to do. I'm so sorry starry.
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Thank you, Beleza.

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Finally my husband's mother and little sister have gone... Now I can try to relax a little. On the plus side, they loved the cake I baked.
 
DeadmanWalking

DeadmanWalking

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How am I feeling? Numb:). At least my face is anyway::p:. Had to go get a filling for one of my teeth, the second one this month::eek::! I've got to cut down on the sweet stuff. I'm also feeling a little disappointed too. A book I preordered that was supposed to get here today didn't and, now, I have to wait until next week to get it. Oh well, at least my gaming drive has returned, so that's some good news.
 
lilmutegirl

lilmutegirl

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I'm feeling pretty good. Tonight was the last test for my class. I feel pretty confident about it. Basically, I'm expecting at least a B in the class and hoping for an A. I'm glad it's over. :) Now I just need to figure out how to pay the remainder of the tuition and keep up with my bills over the next month, and then I'll be busy, but should be comfortable financially. I'm trying to get ready for everything, and feel like I've matured and become much more productive recently.
 
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