Oh man, where do I start? My sister recently questioned why I choose therapy over medication because she thinks I
don't get anxious in public, which pissed me off because I thought she knew what I was going through - at least, that's what she told me last month. My mum doesn't take me social anxiety seriously, but then, neither does my family most of the time.
Aside from that... I've been feeling pretty miserable, angry and self-loathing. I think I've lost my desire to be creative. Oh, I've pondering what my life will be like when I'm 40 (My dad would constantly asking where I see myself in 20 years - that's one reason why we don't keep in touch anymore). 20 years time? At this rate, I'm probably going to be alone for the rest of my life. :

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I could go on... I've had alot on my mind, lately. All I know is my counselor going to have their work cut out from them when I start my sessions.