^ Hope you feel better soon. I've been dealing with mono all week. I had no idea it was this bad. Ugh, the last 4 days have been very painful, but today I'm doing better even though I still feel pretty crappy.
At the moment... I'm not exactly sure how I feel. I'm basically on the borderline of feeling a little positive trying to get over something, yet also feeling depressed over everything. Today's been a long day already and it isn't even over yet. I had a psych test which I'm positive that I failed, even though I studied nearly all day yesterday and this morning for it. He included questions on material he went over on Monday. I missed that day, so I automatically lost 15 points with those questions.
I also started a new class today. A friend of mine is also taking this class, so I figured I wouldn't be so anxious when I got there. No, if anything I was just the same, if not worse. Of course it's a first day so we had to introduce ourselves. Five people went ahead of me, so normally that gives me enough time to just suck it up, pull it together, and try not to panic. Come my turn, I ended up saying three words and freezing. My mind went blank and I felt paralyzed, I couldn't even speak. :
: I've never froze like that before nearly mid sentence. I feel like an idiot, and I'm pretty sure every one of those 25 people think so too. I managed to make a quick recovery, but still. I just feel really stupid and I'll probably be dwelling on this for the next few days, if not weeks.
On a positive note I guess, my teacher is really nice, very optimistic and upbeat. After hearing my career aspirations, she wants to talk to me more. I might just take her up on that too, just have a chat or something. I like her, she's friendly.
