My life changed today... I found a bakery close to my place where they sell cranberries & chocolate gluten free bread
Just had a wonderful thought. I've been starting to doing things alone again. Literally, I go to places to crowded places filled with couples and big groups of friends and just sit alone. Watch what ever movie/event/dine out whatever. I do it and peace rains over me again. Not bound by any relationship be that romanticlly or friendship. I think what i'm use to is being pulled every which direction then on top of that trying to please everyone and not stepping on toes. To be alone is the most peaceful thing to do. On that same line you begin to see your self and start to remember I'M COOL AS FU**. No need to mope thinking i'm not but seriously I am one Kooky fun loving girl who has a softer side of course. Just thought is share...I forgot how wonderful it felt to not be bound by anyones expectations. Makes we want to throw away my cell phone and turn off my phone and get back to what really matters in life. LIVING!!
... all this time this is what causes my depression. lol
I love the fact that I can do only what a limited amount of people can. Enjoy myself. NO DRAMA period! I'm not becoming stuck up. Im just tired and wore out of the Friend to foe relationships that seem to go on. Through done with it. FINETO! lol
There's three big distractions gone. I hope you accomplish everything!My brother went to Michigan for the weekend, it's raining, and Tumblr is down for the whole day. I should be able to accomplish a lot today.
One of the things that helped me lift my mood is stop watching and reading the news. Most of the things just got me depressed and if there's something I should know I always have someone telling me, so I'm not totally disconnected either.Sometimes reading the news can be very scary... Especially when it relates to politics...
Sometimes reading the news can be very scary... Especially when it relates to politics...
I become oblivious to the world at moments, forgetting how barbaric and dark it is. The news slide me into another zone that's deeper than any hole a rabbit can crawl down in. Yea.
I didn't even realize you had a tumblr, Beleza, until she ^ said something about it. Sneaky little url you have in your sig.@Beleza...are we sisters? you described how I am feeling to a T
...stopped by your tumblr .... niiccee![]()
I didn't even realize you had a tumblr, Beleza, until she ^ said something about it. Sneaky little url you have in your sig.You have some nice pictures on your blog. I might have to start following you. :
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^ Thanks!@Phoenixx...haha, stopped by your tumblr tooawesome
I see you like Rick Riordan books as well