Vampayah88
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Feeling better I can't wait to go to the sea side this summer, have some fun, take advantage of my free time, i deserve it.
You definitely do, I hope you have a great time. I'm glad you're feeling better.Feeling better I can't wait to go to the sea side this summer, have some fun, take advantage of my free time, i deserve it.
Yeah I do, but I still think it's probably just paranoia.
we're all friends here, right?
Awww... fuuck me!! For fuc... I give up, I've had enough! Trying tae explain tae my oldest half sister how tae download stuff on her f***in' laptop is obviously about as useful as trying tae explain Darwin's theory of evolution tae a f***in' toddler! In other words - totally f***in' pointless.
Sorry for the expletive, profane language. But I'm pissed right off.
I'm sorry.
Erm....of course we are...
*cough*
Who would like a cup of herbal tea?
I'm just thinking about how the happiest people I know/have known... were always the ones who followed their heart and didn't buy in to any of this superficial **** that society seems to profess. The people who were just happy with themselves and enjoyed doing whatever they enjoyed doing, be it playing an instrument or collecting bugs.
I'm witnessing a friend cross the tracks from her heart to her head - sticking with the decisions that don't make her happy for all the wrong reasons, like saving face in her pretentious workplace by staying with her abusive boyfriend (who works there too).
She is de-railing slowly and it's breaking my heart to hear her not have any interest anymore in the things she used to love doing whilst outwardly trying to portray a picture of a perfect lifestyle which only myself and another friend know for a fact is all a lie. Because we're the only ones she feels she can cry in front of... the only ones she feels she can be imperfect around.
Damn.
I know people like that and I agree that it's truly heartbreaking ::I'm just thinking about how the happiest people I know/have known... were always the ones who followed their heart and didn't buy in to any of this superficial **** that society seems to profess. The people who were just happy with themselves and enjoyed doing whatever they enjoyed doing, be it playing an instrument or collecting bugs.
I'm witnessing a friend cross the tracks from her heart to her head - sticking with the decisions that don't make her happy for all the wrong reasons, like saving face in her pretentious workplace by staying with her abusive boyfriend (who works there too).
She is de-railing slowly and it's breaking my heart to hear her not have any interest anymore in the things she used to love doing whilst outwardly trying to portray a picture of a perfect lifestyle which only myself and another friend know for a fact is all a lie. Because we're the only ones she feels she can cry in front of... the only ones she feels she can be imperfect around.
Damn.
I was having a good day sorta until I watched the news. someone set a pitbull on fire...Id like to find those people and set them on fire. why is the world so evil?? Ill never understand humans & it just convinces me more to stay the hell away from them.
Feeling better I can't wait to go to the sea side this summer, have some fun, take advantage of my free time, i deserve it.
I was having a good day sorta until I watched the news. someone set a pitbull on fire...Id like to find those people and set them on fire. why is the world so evil?? Ill never understand humans & it just convinces me more to stay the hell away from them.
Pathetic. I am wondering if this is a common thing? It's idiotic.
^ Ugh, oh man. Yeah Camden is awful. I was born there, of all places. Thankfully I never lived there. I lived 1 1/2 hrs. away though.ugh. sadly yes. I live near Camden (NJ) and its a terrible place. It was voted americas 2nd worst city. You are always hearing about animal cruelty and murders from that awful place. Its just very depressing.
@deadman; I know but its just very hard for me to get the bad things out of my mind. My overactive empathy for others just seems to be too much I guess sometimes.
Do you ever get the feeling some users just go out of their way to ignore you... or is that me just being paranoid...
But I'm pissed right off.
^ Ugh, oh man. Yeah Camden is awful. I was born there, of all places. Thankfully I never lived there. I lived 1 1/2 hrs. away though.