#14561
#14561
Post your random thoughts/feelings etc
#14561
#14562
I'm sorry you're going through this Gaucho. Hang in there.Gaucho said: ↑I have no reason more to be on this planet, the future is dark with no hope left, the light is very small at the end of the tunnel and is dying. i don't have suicidal thought, but haven't neither had a positive thought in 4 months. I'm like living but at the same time not living.
#14563
little brother says: 'what the hell did you do to your mac?!'
I made it pretty.
I made it pretty.
#14564
Perhaps you can take a year off school and do an internship in a field which interests you? I took a year break away when I was two years into college because I was burned out on school and just wanted to work for a bit. I worked for a year and then went back and finished my degree. You may change what you want to do again along the way, but it helps to have a college degree these days!Gaucho said: ↑hey
I don't know what to do,I'm in university but I don't like what I study so far and also my SA and avoidance and depression is very high, my self esteem is 0 id say(highest point), so I just lock myself in my room 🙁 now the first semester ended) my family already invested money in me to be here, so i can't just quit, anyways i wouldn't know what to do anyways, i have no direction.
But at the same time i know that if i continue, it will just be the same, unless i go to therapy, but its just such a big step going to therapy. Also i know that if i continue with this career it won't bring me to any good place, it doesn't interest me, so i have to decide what to do. And i don't know what to do:😛:
Its like. a big devils circle( i don't know if that expression exists in english)
#14565
I like when people say everything's going to be okay, it makes me feel calm and relaxed. But I guess not everyone feels this way, I told someone the same today and they got really mad and started cursing me. Maybe I should be more careful with words in the future.
#14566
WeirdyMcGee said: ↑I made it pretty.
awesome!
i used a hot glue gun to cover the surface of my laptop with dried lentils and macaroni in a reasonable facsimile of James Dean's portrait
#14567
Srijita52 said: ↑I like when people say everything's going to be okay, it makes me feel calm and relaxed.
Yeah me too because I'm more used to the opposite were people say I won't make it,encouragement is like an oasis in the desert for me.
And I'm sorry for your little incident with another user,it has happened to me too,not here but on some other forum,I guess some people just want to be like that and they don't want things to be ok.
#14568
I can relate to you, I've forgot the last time I heard any positive encouragement fromBoby said: ↑Yeah me too because I'm more used to the opposite were people say I won't make it,encouragement is like an oasis in the desert for me.
And I'm sorry for your little incident with another user,it has happened to me too,not here but on some other forum,I guess some people just want to be like that and they don't want things to be ok.
anyone around me.
Oh its not about any user here, I was talking about someone in real life. I'm sorry this has happened to you too.
#14569
Srijita52 said: ↑Oh its not about any user here, I was talking about someone in real life. I'm sorry this has happened to you too.
Ohh that's even worse :🙁:
#14571
Finally decided to take a look at my final grades for the semester. Three A's and three B+'s. Yeah, MUCH MUCH better than last semester. 🙂
#14572
That is sooo great Phoenixx! Congrats 🙂Phoenixx said: ↑Finally decided to take a look at my final grades for the semester. Three A's and three B+'s. Yeah, MUCH MUCH better than last semester. 🙂
And congrats to you too, Merel. That's still much better than mine XD >.<
My average in 2 and 2/3 years of uni is 65.3% ... still good enough for me 😛
#14573
#14574
I feel like the stupidest person in the world. My Mom asked me to do something for her, but I couldn't understand what she wanted. She got all pissed off and said, "You can't figure anything out!" My parents always make me feel like dirt when I'm wrong. She hasn't said anything else to me.
#14575
I am a man-child.
#14576
Congratulations, Phoenixx. You must be really proud of what you've achieved.Phoenixx said: ↑Finally decided to take a look at my final grades for the semester. Three A's and three B+'s. Yeah, MUCH MUCH better than last semester. 🙂
I'm sorry she said that. Maybe it was just in the heat of the moment and she'll apologise.Shy_Gurl2007 said: ↑I feel like the stupidest person in the world. My Mom asked me to do something for her, but I couldn't understand what she wanted. She got all pissed off and said, "You can't figure anything out!" My parents always make me feel like dirt when I'm wrong. She hasn't said anything else to me.
#14577
Idon'tneedyou,spacebar.Whydon'tyougocontrolsomeoneelse'slife,youjerk.
#14578
BlackPuma said: ↑Idon'tneedyou,spacebar.Whydon'tyougocontrolsomeoneelse'slife,youjerk.
hahathatssofunny
I wish I could fast-forward one month.
#14580
I've been sitting here, with phone in hand, for 3 hours trying to think of something remotely interesting to tell you. I really want you to like me.