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GraybeardGhost

GraybeardGhost

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The universe has a strange and twisted sense of humor. It'll hand you a wonderful gift, but then take away everything else so you can't enjoy the one good thing you have. Then it sits back and laughs and laughs and laughs. :sarcastic:
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

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What's the bet that most married men with children have HUGE ego's? That is, they feel superior to those men who aren't married & have no children, whom they regard as lower-class citizens?. Also, that they are very materialistic & shallow. And they insist upon having all the "good" big things money can buy - big house, big cars, big tv, big social gatherings, big social circle, big everything (& a big head, big/deep manly voice, big manly body, big testosterone levels, big/macho ways/interests, NEVER bored - ie THEY'RE THE MAN!!! they have EVERYTHING, so everybody, LOOK UP TO THEM!!! in fact, IDOLIZE THEM!!! be like THEM, as they are the GOLD-STANDARD ROLE MODEL ... taking SMUGNESS to a whole new level). And yet they want EVEN MORE. I mean what more do they want - sex, companionship, money, material things, status, well-paying job, lifestyle, ... ???
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Hot_Tamale

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theslowesthand said:
What's the bet that most married men with children have HUGE ego's? That is, they feel superior to those men who aren't married & have no children, whom they regard as lower-class citizens?. Also, that they are very materialistic & shallow. And they insist upon having all the "good" big things money can buy - big house, big cars, big tv, big everything (& a big head). And yet they want EVEN MORE. I mean what more do they want - sex, companionship, money, material things, status, well-paying job, lifestyle, ... ???
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Given the amount of money it takes to raise a child from age 1 to 18 plus college expenses I wouldn't have a huge ego if I had kids, that's for sure. I'd be dead broke. :lol:
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

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Hot_Tamale said:
Given the amount of money it takes to raise a child from age 1 to 18 plus college expenses I wouldn't have a huge ego if I had kids, that's for sure. I'd be dead broke. :lol:
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Good point. And they'll most likely have large debts, mortgage, etc. A lot of "commitments" overall. Still, it feels they are WAY above me. :sad:
 
theslowesthand

theslowesthand

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When meeting new "sheeple" (esp married men), i usually immediately dislike/distrust them. It is due to our differences? Is it due to jealousy/envy? Or is it that i can sense their nasty/gross character flaws, hidden just below the surface?
 
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theslowesthand

theslowesthand

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I wonder why it is that these days, i don't want to partake of Mother's Day? It is me fighting the "system"? Is it too "soppy" for my liking? Am i punishing myself? :question:
 
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My future/success is dependent on me getting a driver's licence/car right now and it has been a very slow process because of me. I drove today, but not long, really. I drove to my hiking spot, but didn't drive home - kind of pissed at myself. I need to find the courage to drive during regular traffic hours and not just at 6:30 - 7:00 am. I need to sign up for adult driver's training classes, but have been procrastinating as usual - I annoy myself. I don't want to be a dependant anxiety ridden loser forever. Aside from the disappointment of my failures in being a productive, independent adult, I am angry at my parents for not giving me the right tools to succeed. My dad was never around/doesn't care about me and my mom wasn't around when I was a teenager - she didn't want to teach me how to drive or enforce it. My sister got lucky because my mom paid for her to take the driving classes when she was younger. I get so angry because I feel like my growth as an adult has been hindered by my parents inability to be good parents. I am the one who has to live with it, not them.

So I guess the question now is: how do I extinguish the flames of anger and stop lamenting over my former life/how things could have been if my life wasn't full of abuse?
 
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theslowesthand

theslowesthand

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I can't have a one-night stand as can't ...
I can't get a prostitute as can't ...
I can't go on dates as can't ...
I can't get a girlfriend as can't ...
I can't get married as can't ...

Since can't get any of these (except prostitutes in past), I feel 100% rejected by women, which is not a nice feeling, it's quite nasty, esp when my mind is focussed on a single rejecting woman. It can make "my blood boil" all of that sh1t. :thumbdown:

So it's good that i avoid thinking about such stuff or having my mind on such stuff. But sh1t can still hit the fan in real life, if i'm unlucky.
 
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Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Chris Cornell dead: Soundgarden and Audioslave leader singer dies, aged 52

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Devastated right now. Even though, I may not have known him personally, this guy's music got me through some tough times as a teen.
Was so looking foward to that new Soundgarden album as well.
 
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AtTheGates

AtTheGates

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about to go to bed. I have work tomorrow -_- *cringe*


I can't decide what kind of degree I want to get...I guess i dont have to worry about what I want to major in because I'm just going to start off getting an associates degree...but when the time comes I was thinking about something in anthropology ..the problem with that there isn't much job growth in that career field and you generally have to have at LEAST a masters degree for most of them. plenty of traveling involved with a degree like that though.

my sister has a masters degree in sociology and had a hard time finding the job she has now..she barely makes more than ME though currently ...and i dont even HAVE a degree yet.


I want to get a degree in a field that has a lot of estimated job growth but I suck at math and science ....idk maybe I could re-evalute my math skills at least..havent done much math since high school.




this is all going to be daunting though..regardless of what i decide to major in : /


I wish I could just win the lottery, travel all over the world/go on adventures to historic places, and not have to worry about working.....I feel like school/working takes up such a large portion of someones life....it doesnt seem right.
 
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