Post your random thoughts/feelings etc

GhastlyCC said: ↑

A woman kissed me last night and I've been feeling gross ever since.
Thinking about it makes me feel sick.

Oh, how did that happen? Reminded me of when I was much younger and an older person kissed me on the lips when I wasn't expecting it - yes, gross and confusing :thumbdown:

I feel disappointed with my performance on table topics today. I was given a very tough question to answer. Actually, perhaps I made the question more complicated than it seem! I was so thinking so hard and actually made stuff up for the impromptu speech. I honestly didn't know what to say! It was after the table topics was over that I thought of something good to say! Darn!!! What was supposed to be simple turned out to be so freakin complicated!

Moreover, I can't think of any story to tell. My mind was bent on finding a logical "answer" to the question, so I became narrow minded in the process. But, as they say practice makes perfect and just keep trying!

this again

I wish I wasn't so utterly terrified of initiating conversation. Both online and in the real world. I very literally never message people first, even if I find them interesting and would like to know them better. I need more friends to talk to privately online, but I fear they would find me boring, irritating, or uninteresting. I am okay in a chatroom or group chat sometimes but everything seems so dead lately. I'm not exactly a pro at conversations, but it's nice to have someone to talk to sometimes. Social anxiety at its best I guess.

In a lot of pain, why does my body hate me?

Ever wonder what that rattling thingy in a can of spray paint really is? I did. So i cut apart an empty spray paint can to find out. Its a green glass marble.

Just woken up from a bad dream and it made me realise, my life could be a lot worse than it actually is at the moment. Sure, it's bad, but not as bad the dream was. For the first time in months I was actually relieved to wake up.

Parenting a teenage boy is much harder than I thought....

I spent two days with someone who is openly critical and angry towards me. Someone who has made fun of my discomfort. Very hard to deal with. I feel like I have no value and am sinking inside.

Apparently there's some damage in my throat that feels as though there's something stuck in it.

I took the nameplate off the front of my stove which was manufactured circa 1965. Underneath is written "O" and then a space to "FG". Is there some deep significance to this?

BlackPuma said: ↑

Apparently there's some damage in my throat that feels as though there's something stuck in it.

I hope you feel better soon, dude.

jc972 said: ↑

Ever wonder what that rattling thingy in a can of spray paint really is? I did. So i cut apart an empty spray paint can to find out. Its a green glass marble.

Cool. And now I know. 🙂

BlackPuma said: ↑

Apparently there's some damage in my throat that feels as though there's something stuck in it.

Too much coughing? I've actually busted blood vessels from too much coughing before.

jc972 said: ↑

I hope you feel better soon, dude.

Thanks, man. 😉

NathanielWingatePeaslee said: ↑

Too much coughing? I've actually busted blood vessels from too much coughing before.

That sounds awful. :X But nah, it's not that. I had a clump of meat fat stuck in in my throat for a few day. According to the doctor it's may have left some minor damage when it dislodged. The clump can also still be in there, but they won't check that unless the irritation is there for more or less two weeks.

Psychedelicious said: ↑

... I need more friends to talk to privately online...

I'm always up for a conversation. Message me if you want 🙂

singing-love said: ↑

In a lot of pain, why does my body hate me?

My body hates me too! Pain really increases my anxiety too, does it do that to you?

jc972 said: ↑

Ever wonder what that rattling thingy in a can of spray paint really is? I did. So i cut apart an empty spray paint can to find out. Its a green glass marble.

I always wanted to know that. Now I want to start a campaign to "free the marbles!"

singing-love said: ↑

Parenting a teenage boy is much harder than I thought....

I know what you mean, our son is 14 and pulling a lot of stuff lately. Last night he threw a fit because I asked him to babysit my 3 year old so I could go to a school function. I ended up taking the 3 year old with me. (I didn't do it to give him his way, but because I couldn't trust my little boy with a teen throwing a fit.) Not happy with him.

jimmy75 said: ↑

Just woken up from a bad dream and it made me realise, my life could be a lot worse than it actually is at the moment. Sure, it's bad, but not as bad the dream was. For the first time in months I was actually relieved to wake up.

I had a dream once that I was in the devils grasp. I literally was trapped. I prayed in my dream "God, help me!" and I instantly woke up in a sweat. Scary feeling. Very sobering.

Kiwong said: ↑

I spent two days with someone who is openly critical and angry towards me. Someone who has made fun of my discomfort. Very hard to deal with. I feel like I have no value and am sinking inside.

Was this person family, or did you know this person was so critical? I avoid people like that. Life is too short to waste on people who don't get me.

BlackPuma said: ↑

Apparently there's some damage in my throat that feels as though there's something stuck in it.

Did they say what caused it?

hoddesdon said: ↑

I took the nameplate off the front of my stove which was manufactured circa 1965. Underneath is written "O" and then a space to "FG". Is there some deep significance to this?

Yes. It probably is missing the "M" as in "OMFG, my stove is older than crap" 🤭

I'm not a huge pie fan, but the next time I want to eat apple pie I'm just going to fry some sweet apples with vanilla and spices instead (no added sugar!). It's soooooo good.

Sure, apple pie has the whole crust and gooeyness and loads of sugar thing going on, but when I was eating these fried apples I just made I found myself feeling like I was eating apple pie...

The real thing is too rich anyway. These would be PERFECT with a small dollop of vanilla ice cream 🙂

Also, because it's Friday and I know a lot of us don't exactly have a thriving social life... we should have a Chatbox party later today. I know it's intimidating for some, but I at least promise that I won't be mean 😛 Come ONNNN, we should do it! I also know there are quite a few different timezones but that never seemed to stop people before!

Please?

How do you do chatbox?

Lavinialuna said: ↑

How do you do chatbox?

There's a link at the top of the site that says "Chatbox."

Ahhhh, I see. I'm not a very good detective, lol!

Opaline said: ↑

Also, because it's Friday and I know a lot of us don't exactly have a thriving social life... we should have a Chatbox party later today. I know it's intimidating for some, but I at least promise that I won't be mean 😛 Come ONNNN, we should do it! I also know there are quite a few different timezones but that never seemed to stop people before!

Please?

I'm up for this. What time?