hoddesdon
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Hmmm.... Not sure this teddy-bear I'm making is going to be very good...
Maybe it will turn out all right if you send it to Sunday School.
Hmmm.... Not sure this teddy-bear I'm making is going to be very good...
This hits a little close to home for me because I think I have an eating disorder of a similar kind. Keeping packets of cookies in my room, eating too much at dinner, and so on.I am too ashamed to talk to my therapist about my eating patterns (binge eating disorder). It's something I've been hiding from family and friends for nearly four years now. (hiding empty cans and boxes underneath my bed lol) I have no idea how to talk about it, even thinking about it makes me feel incredibly weak because I lack self control. Eating has become my way of coping with SA and depression. I wish I could stop it, but then I'm left alone in a pool of negative emotions.
*sneaks in*
*sneaks out*
My weekly dose of SPW!
*keeps doing homework*
I have you beatWell, its the second christmas without being in a relationship!
I am extremely, extremely tempted to start treating people really badly - in a cocky arrogant way.
All I have to do is figure out how to remove the guilt.
I think I can do it. I just need to work it out a bit.
Ugh, this does sound pretty bad! I hope you have even a sliver of enjoyment.Gaaah...
Next monday, there will be a small party at the company I work at. It will involve drinking lots of alcohol (I don't drink any alcohol), smoking (I don't smoke), and spending time at the christmas market (where there will be masses of people, and it will be cold and everything godamn expensive). And that should last until past midnight, because the next day the boss has his birthday. So if I leave early, I'm basically refusing to attend the birthday party of the boss.
That will be horrible. :sad:
Ha, yes, I like this.So true...