Okay, I really hate this about myself.
I am a sore loser.
On the outside, I will appear calm and collected, but on the inside it's like my heart sinks and all my organs are being crushed. It doesn't even matter what the competition is - bowling, video games, a race - if I lose, I feel like it's all over and I'm not good enough. My friend has even commented about my competitiveness and how I take something fun and turn it into something serious.
I really hate this about me and it's been with me for as long as I can remember. I need to remember that losing a game of bowling is not the end of the world but that's not how I operate.