BleedTheFreak
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The sound of a heartbeat makes me squirm.
^ Same here! I thought I was the only one. I'm very squeamish when it comes to that sort of thing. Not just heartbeats, but even the sight of blood, injuries, guts, etc. I know if my mom and/or brother are watching a health show where they show surgeries or some sort of horrific injury, I can't even sit in the same room.The sound of a heartbeat makes me squirm.
^ Same here! I thought I was the only one. I'm very squeamish when it comes to that sort of thing. Not just heartbeats, but even the sight of blood, injuries, guts, etc. I know if my mom and/or brother are watching a health show where they show surgeries or some sort of horrific injury, I can't even sit in the same room.
I love shoes. I have 4 pairs (Blue and black, red and white, black and grey, and green and white, all nikes). Just because I have SA doesn't mean I don't want to look good in public.
EW. EWwww. How many inches long??!? (doesn't sound like it's only an inch 'cause even seeing a centimeter of hair is enough to make me gag)I once found a hair inches long in my big mac,I gave it to my dad then told him after
EW. EWwww. How many inches long??!? (doesn't sound like it's only an inch 'cause even seeing a centimeter of hair is enough to make me gag)
Oh and another fact: I've never ever had a boyfriend but I love giving love advice as if I'm already a love expert. Most people usually go with my suggestions and actually find them pretty helpful.
Good to see another heavy metal fan on this board, even though we probably like different bands in the genre. Also there's nothing wrong with some Lady Gaga and LMFAO songs.I am a closet heavy metal (neoclassical) fan who's never been to a single rock concert & never even own a CD of this kind of music due to my strict religious upbringing and claim to be a lover of today's pop music, which I'm not afraid to admit that are found in my playlist (ie: Lady Gaga, LMFAO, Katy Perry, etc.).
This is the death knell of guys like me, and it may even be one of the reasons I'm not sought after.Oh and I've always been attracted to bad boys or guys who have a mean streak and don't particularly like me and I reject guys who are too nice even though I'm certain I'll marry one. Gosh, I'm a twisted good girl acting like one from the surface.
You should be going to the Police!!! Does this affect you now?I was sexually molested by my brother's friend from 10 years old to 14 in the living room of my home. No one did anything. I don't think my parents knew, but I thought they had an idea. There really not bad people, they did say a few times I shouldn't be around him, but I told them there was nothing to worry about. I didn't know what he was doing was wrong at the time.
You should be going to the Police!!! Does this affect you now?
Well, of course. If the only way you knew to get a male's attention was sex, that's what you'll carry with you through your adult life, too. In that sense, yes, it has affected you negatively, and you have some leverage over him if you decide to go to the Police with this.You want to know what the really funny thing is? I never even thought of doing that. I know exactly who he is, my brother's still friends with him. I hear about him all the time and I saw him in person a year ago... He was VERY nice to me and he never cased physical harm. I'm not making excuses, it's true. Your right though, I should, not for me, but maybe for other's that could get hurt...I don't know if he has a history of this or not.
I think it does. because I was always trying to get the wrong attention from guys, I think, because it was the only why someone would pay attention to me.....That I knew of.
I don't blame you at all for not trusting him. I would tell you to cease any and all contact, but that's your choice.Yeah, I don't trust him either honestly.
Do you have a younger sister? You seem like a big brother to me.
I don't blame you at all for not trusting him. I would tell you to cease any and all contact, but that's your choice.
Heh, no, but I have a younger brother. Although at the age of 24 he's more mature than I am and he's the one that'll probably need to look after me! But anyway, I don't mean to come across as bossy or anything. Apologies if that's happening.
No problem. I used to try and protect my brother until I realised he can look after himself better than I can look after myself. He also has no anxiety or depression like I do so that helps him infinitely.Oh not at all, I appreciate you taking the time to give me advice that you believe in. I'm surprised, you come off as the protective older brother type.
I don't have contact, I just sometimes end up in contact with him because of my brother. But that shouldn't be a problem any more because my brother consistently the family.
It's almost like you rearrange them in your sleep, right? I will never forget this: years ago, I went to bed, and I had a sheet, and my quilt then on top of that. When I woke up in the morning, my quilt was on my bed perfectly, while my sheet was crumpled in a ball on the ground. So, somehow, I had ripped the sheet from under my quilt, while I was sleeping on top of it, and piled it in a ball on the ground. I think I was sleepwalking that night, as there's no other explanation!for some reason my bed sheets REFUSE to stay on my bed. I swear, Houdini owned this mattress.