I feel this way, alot! And i'm nearly 18. I feel so behind my friends at times because of the many days spent at home and couple of years out of school i had. I'm starting adult college this year in september while they are all going to Uni, i'm excited about college and they are like, "Okay sooo anyway ...". "/
I rememeber when i turned 16, oh god what a horrible year. All new responsibilites i couldn't keep up with. I hated going to the doctors because instead of relying on my mum to tell them what was wrong with me, they demanded to talk to me because i had turned 16. I hated it. I hated all the bank stuff, being called 'miss warburton' etc. Now i'm turning 18 in 2 months and i'm dreading the responsibility coming with that!
Despite being behind my friends in alot of things, there are others things i am more mature at than them. Like for example, kids! Since the age of 12 i have been an Auntie and being at home alot due to SA, ment my sister would come over with her children and keep me company. Have been told many times i'd make a good mum.
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I'd love to be a mum, sometimes i feel that is the ONLY thing i'd be good at with all the experience looking after two babies, now 5 and 2 years old. (In the future, not right now.) Anyway! ...
Also because of having SA and depression, i feel alot more experienced in dealing with emotions if you get what i mean? Like whenever one of my friends are feeling low they always turn to me.
So i guess, i'm more mature in some ways, and less mature in other ways compared to my friends.
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