Feeling kind of riled this morning. Kind of depressed too. I don't know. My husband had to stay out of town for work last night at the last minute so it was kind of a lonely afternoon and evening yesterday and will be a lonely day today too. I hate being anxious when he's not here, I feel like it's so stupid. But I just worry about him is all. He has a high risk job, so it sometimes makes it hard to sleep when he's not here.
I had it out with a stupid friend over FB last night too. So dumb. I normally never engage in confrontations or difference of political opinion. 95% of the time I just keep scrolling and scoff to myself if I see something I don't like, and then I'll just unfollow the person, since blocking or unfriending is childish imo. This friend and I already had a difference of political opinion. I don't mind differences as long as the opposing person isn't attacking me and things are kept civil and nothing gets personal. Debates don't need to be attacks and I don't know why people think they need to be. But anyways, this person posted something racist last night. Like really racist, borderline saying this group needed to die. I didn't think he believed so strongly about this sort of thing, but I felt in that sense that I couldn't sit idly by without confronting him about something like that. It was just so ignorant. Moreso than all the other stupid political things I see. I called him out on it, without getting personal as I always keep things civil, and he basically acted like a baby about the thing. He didn't call me names, but he pretty much told me to shut up and keep scrolling if I didn't like it. This is a guy I consider (or considered) a friend outside of FB, have hung out with him a few times with his gf and I work with her. So now I'm debating if I even want to be around someone like that. Like, I just feel guilty you know? If I just "shut up and kept scrolling" as if in person something was said and I didn't say anything, I'd just be an enabler right?? We have enough problems in this country, why be part of them??