How are you feeling?
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Opaline
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Yikes, that's intense. I hope everything is okay :/
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
PugofCrydee
You want to know how I got these scars?
If you have to get aggressive, pick on someone who stands a chance of defending themselves, otherwise its just cowardice.
Better yet, go join a boxing gym or mma club. After you've had the shit beaten outta you a few times it'll temper that aggression
theslowesthand
Banned
Just another of my "bad days" of the endlessly & mind-numbingly monotonous/alone kind. A glass of my favorite tipple soon fixed that. And studying sth mentally-absorbing & academic is helping to rid that f**ked mental state (a bit more than boredom); namely, the kabbalah .. still not really too sure what it's about, only vaguely, but it's "dope" for the right-now nonetheless!
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
:idontknow: Depressed more than anythin', really. :sad:
Fed up being nice only to have people think it's awrite to treat me like shit and relentlessly mock me. :thumbdown:
Fed up being nice only to have people think it's awrite to treat me like shit and relentlessly mock me. :thumbdown:
Jungle
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If you have to get aggressive, pick on someone who stands a chance of defending themselves, otherwise its just cowardice.
Better yet, go join a boxing gym or mma club. After you've had the shit beaten outta you a few times it'll temper that aggression
Excellent idea, however I don't have that much time to spend, I practice sports once a day, but at very changing hours.
I would ideally prefer to practice sports with a coach, to keep up the pace and not goof off, but it takes money in addition to respecting a particular schedule.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Today is just yin o' them days that doesnae quite go to plan.
Also, huvin ma usual doubts about masel'.
And ah just found out ma older sister, brother-in-law and niece will be visiting in August. Which ah'd be more excited about if it didnae mean huvin to appease them and gettin' shit for being who I am. :kickingmyself:
Also, huvin ma usual doubts about masel'.
And ah just found out ma older sister, brother-in-law and niece will be visiting in August. Which ah'd be more excited about if it didnae mean huvin to appease them and gettin' shit for being who I am. :kickingmyself:
Graeme1988
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Aye, that's how ah feel as well.
SilentAndShy
Well-known member
Tired and wondering how long it it's before I do SOMETHING to escape from everything.
GraybeardGhost
Well-known member
Thinking wistfully of the past and resenting the crime against nature that I've become. :sad:
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Sorry, that's continuing to happen to you. :sad: Ah know the feelin', mind you. Ah feel like I'm letting people around me down, but they tell me otherwise to save face.
Kiwong
Well-known member
I was watching an amnesty international ad on eye contact. And I thought, I wish, trying to hold eye contact is impossible for me, talking to people without fear is one thing I desperately miss. When I have a conservation with someone it so often turns into being called weird of creepy, and many other labels, and can lead to extreme anger and dislike
Graeme1988
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It's becoming increasingly clear to me that the folk ah surrounded masel' with care more about their own self-interests than ma well-being. No wonder ah don't like askin' for help. It's too much to ask for some folk.
Funny how the more people tell ye they care about ye, the less they are willing to help ya when called upon to do so. At least in ma experience.
Ah wonder how long it'll be afore ah actually do summit to escape aw this...? :thinking:
Funny how the more people tell ye they care about ye, the less they are willing to help ya when called upon to do so. At least in ma experience.
Ah wonder how long it'll be afore ah actually do summit to escape aw this...? :thinking: