How are you feeling?

Srijita52

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What a coincidence,I am having the same problems,I feel sick about this,now I have to deal with my boss and his brother and is worse,it would be a kinda long and hard post to explain it all,but he is able to do anything he wants because my japanese superiors dont do anything about it,maybe because he can speak japanese really well or because he is sleeping with the female superior.seriously I dont have any evidence but thats all I can think of....:idontknow: its unreal.....

And my other coworkers bah he sleep with almost every girl,they like guys like this,so its hard to stand up for myself,because then you would have to fight with a lot of people,I dont want to fight anymore last time I did something really bad,I just want peace.....:idontknow:

Worst morning of 2013 thanks to my stupid boss. Apparently my best at work isn't good enough.

I can't handle confrontation, so I'm not angry and bitter towards her, while also upset that it all happened in the first place. I know I have to let it go - leave work at work, so to speak - but I slept badly last night and was anxious all yesterday because I knew she was coming in today.

Anyway, I'm sure nobody truly cares about the inner workings of my work life, but suffice it to say that I need to forget everything. Maybe tonight I will take a trip to the chocolate bar.

I am totally exhausted by now,really can't cope anymore although I am trying to do my best,and so far have done. But the lady I'm looking after probably hates me and were saying nasty and made up things about me to a friend on the phone. This is what I have for my efforts. If I don't get any break I am going to kill.

That sucks. I hope all of you feel better soon. Hang in there guys.
 

MikeyC

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That sucks. I hope all of you feel better soon. Hang in there guys.
Thanks, Srijita. I still feel upset, unfortunately, but I got a few nice texts from that girl I like and that has lifted my spirits. I wish I could see her....

Why can't I just forget? Just...let it go? God, this sucks. The constant stabbing of the same thought.
 

hidwell

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Oppressed. Panicked. Suicidal. Very, very small and weak.

What you need bro is a man hug.
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Srijita52

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Thanks, Srijita. I still feel upset, unfortunately, but I got a few nice texts from that girl I like and that has lifted my spirits. I wish I could see her....

Why can't I just forget? Just...let it go? God, this sucks. The constant stabbing of the same thought.
Yeah, I know the feeling of not being able to just let go. I'm sorry you're still feeling upset. Maybe a little distraction will help?
 
I'm some sort of sad. I want something to boost me up. But i'm so never satisfied. I always need something big to happen, I know i know i need to appreciate little stuff more. But it's hard when I have such high expectations...

It's so annoying and making me feel depressed like ****.:thumbdown:
 

Srijita52

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A distraction is definitely necessary. Thanks, Srijita. You're very sweet. :thumbup:
You're welcome. I hope you feel much better real soon. :)
I'm some sort of sad. I want something to boost me up. But i'm so never satisfied. I always need something big to happen, I know i know i need to appreciate little stuff more. But it's hard when I have such high expectations...

It's so annoying and making me feel depressed like ****.:thumbdown:
I'm sorry, do you want something in particular?
No matter what is happening, I always feel frightened. I have anxiety problem. :crying:
I definitely know where you're coming from. Stay strong.
 

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Angry. Ashamed. Alone. Jaded. Cynical. :sad:

Cried maself tae sleep last night, so didnae get much sleep. Eh, ah self-harmed fur the first time in just under a year. :crying: So, ah guess that's why am feelin' ashamed of masel'.

Ma temper is gonnae get the better o' me today, ah just know. Ma hands are shakin'. Ah just feel it building. Ah cannae take it anymore! It like there's this constant f**kin' pressure upon me - "Dae this, Dae that! What, nae choice? Just do whatever anybody tells me..."

And... I'm really startin' tae hate the qualities about myself which I used tae be proud of. :crying:
 

Srijita52

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Angry. Ashamed. Alone. Jaded. Cynical. :sad:

Cried maself tae sleep last night, so didnae get much sleep. Eh, ah self-harmed fur the first time in just under a year. :crying: So, ah guess that's why am feelin' ashamed of masel'.

Ma temper is gonnae get the better o' me today, ah just know. Ma hands are shakin'. Ah just feel it building. Ah cannae take it anymore! It like there's this constant f**kin' pressure upon me - "Dae this, Dae that! What, nae choice? Just do whatever anybody tells me..."

And... I'm really startin' tae hate the qualities about myself which I used tae be proud of. :crying:

Ugh I know the feeling Graeme, I really do. The inability to say "no" just for once, I'm terribly sorry.
 
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