Meet her! Very cool. Good luck!
Feel even more aware of my alienation, I feel dumb and betrayed by something that has always been there for me—music. Perhaps I really am a complete moron and deserve what life has put me through so far, am I a waste of space? I only speak when I have something to say, so when I speak, why does nobody listen? I realize there is no such thing as love, but what is percieved as love seems to always be one sided. I wonder what it feels like to lose one's mind as I think I feel that right now.
why do do you feel betrayed by music?
i feel the same way though, like i deserve having all these negative things happen to me. unfortunately no one listens to me either, when i finally have something to say...
i only see my nephew on the rare occasion when they need a babysitter and can't find anyone else to do it. they ignore my texts and never call me to say, "hey." just when i'm the very last resort babysitter.
should i have kept my mouth shut just so that i could have a chance to see my nephew?
Adult partial hospitalisation - what does that involve?last day of adult partial hospitalization will be on Thursday. Since I have actually been working hard, it leaves me with a whole pile of problems to deal with or die. How do I find strength to pursue it? At the same time I am glad to be leaving because of all the other personalities who attend with whom I have been forced to spend time over the last three weeks. Some just never stop talking. Most of my grouch is from brand new meds that are kicking my butt and making me feel exhausted. Thanks for listening. Writing this was the best part of the day. Now for that nap.
Meet up with her, mate! You'll regret it more if you don't.I felt kinda good after practice,, then when I came home, I opened my laptop and had a mail from my online friend, and apparently she is here in my country and she wants to hook up for dinner,, and Im kinda anxious now about meeting her haha
I'll do it, have done it before,, but I have only known her for little less then a month.. but we have been talking everyday since we meet,, shouldn't be that hard I hope
I feel like I am done with the patronizing and hidden hostility of SPW, since I am not one of the gang here, so I am done with it.
I'm sorry, is there anything you're worried about in particular?Been feeling pretty bad lately. Kinda worried about how things are going to work out in the future.
Wish I could get to sleep. -.-
If you want to talk my inbox is open. Hang in there. *hugs*Omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Shut it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Alright, I thought I'd use this day to take care of myself. So I had my hair cleaned and brows done and now I'm thinking of working on the project I've been procrastinating for so long.
I feel like I am done with the patronizing and hidden hostility of SPW, since I am not one of the gang here, so I am done with it.