Yeah that sucks. I'm here for you Graeme if you ever need to let those negative feelings out.Aye, but - truth be told - I don't know when I'll get help. :: I'm still waiting... and waiting... and waiting.
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anger, not much hope, self hate.
Yeah that sucks. I'm here for you Graeme if you ever need to let those negative feelings out.
I'm sorry Daniel, I know how it feels. I don't think you're crazy. If you ever want to talk I'm here.
Alone and depressed as my 24th birthday approaches in a month. I'm always feeling down lately. I need to force a happy face so I won't isolate myself even more...
I can assume that not many people will phone you that day to wish you a happy birthday, or mail you right? I know how it feels very much.
That's great. Enjoy your day off.Pretty good. Three days off work starting today.![]()
I'm going to spend today in my pajamas watching cartoons and eating horribly fattening food. (Currently Tokyo Godfathers, love this movie)
I think I've earned it.![]()
I know how it feels, I'm sorry.Pretty much. I just isolated myself completely to the point where few people try to be my friend anymore. They knew who I am, but I'm that distant and aloof person they assume doesn't like anyone. I regret that a lot.
Yeah it is, thanks for posting it. The effects you described seem to me similar to Tramadol which I ocassionaly take. But it´s an opiate and I don´t want to misuse it, so I don´t take it everyday, only when I have pain or feel really really badly. I am afraid if I took it everyday I would get addicted. But the feeling is so much different from how I feel normally.. so much relief, nothing bothers you or you can cope with that. Why only humans can´t feel like this naturally :
:.God should have designed us better.
I'm sorry, conforting people is always hard. If there's no other way though, I guess you've to do it.My thoughts exactly.
Well, except the god part, I am not religious ::
But yes, when I feel, uhhh, sedated... I wonder why I have to be so uptight normally all the time. Why can't I just be easygoing? I have been trying to be more aware of my body language and feelings and more calm while dealing with people, but when it comes time to be assertive, I can't stop my heart from pounding and that feeling of dread that scares me so muchI'm dealing with a situation at work right now, with a coworker being rude to me a lot, and I'm scared about having to confront him... I'd rather die
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I'm glad you're getting invited to things and having chances to make friends.I am debating on whether or not I need to start taking my wellbutrin again. I never feel like doing anything. I am finally at a point where I am getting invited to things, and having opportunities to make friends, but I am not in the mood. A lot of it is because I am tired. I don't know whether this is because of depression, or because I am working now. I have never had a job where I am actually on my feet and busy the whole time I am at work. I have been working for a couple of months, so I don't know if my body is still trying to adjust or not.
I start a workout class that I have been taking every semester for almost a year now tomorrow. At first this is probably going to make me more tired. Usually exercise helps my depression though.
So I guess I should wait a couple weeks before I decide.
Oh, and I am also joining the air force. The wellbutrin helps me concentrate. I want to make at least a 75 on my asvab. So having it to help me study is also a big option to weigh.
^ That's awesome!Pretty good. Three days off work starting today.![]()
I'm going to spend today in my pajamas watching cartoons and eating horribly fattening food. (Currently Tokyo Godfathers, love this movie)
I think I've earned it.![]()