Yeah that sucks. I'm here for you Graeme if you ever need to let those negative feelings out.Aye, but - truth be told - I don't know when I'll get help. :: I'm still waiting... and waiting... and waiting.
anger, not much hope, self hate.
Yeah that sucks. I'm here for you Graeme if you ever need to let those negative feelings out.
I'm sorry Daniel, I know how it feels. I don't think you're crazy. If you ever want to talk I'm here.
Alone and depressed as my 24th birthday approaches in a month. I'm always feeling down lately. I need to force a happy face so I won't isolate myself even more...
I can assume that not many people will phone you that day to wish you a happy birthday, or mail you right? I know how it feels very much.
That's great. Enjoy your day off.Pretty good. Three days off work starting today.
I'm going to spend today in my pajamas watching cartoons and eating horribly fattening food. (Currently Tokyo Godfathers, love this movie)
I think I've earned it.
I know how it feels, I'm sorry.Pretty much. I just isolated myself completely to the point where few people try to be my friend anymore. They knew who I am, but I'm that distant and aloof person they assume doesn't like anyone. I regret that a lot.
Yeah it is, thanks for posting it. The effects you described seem to me similar to Tramadol which I ocassionaly take. But it´s an opiate and I don´t want to misuse it, so I don´t take it everyday, only when I have pain or feel really really badly. I am afraid if I took it everyday I would get addicted . But the feeling is so much different from how I feel normally.. so much relief, nothing bothers you or you can cope with that. Why only humans can´t feel like this naturally ::.God should have designed us better.
I'm sorry, conforting people is always hard. If there's no other way though, I guess you've to do it.My thoughts exactly.
Well, except the god part, I am not religious ::
But yes, when I feel, uhhh, sedated... I wonder why I have to be so uptight normally all the time. Why can't I just be easygoing? I have been trying to be more aware of my body language and feelings and more calm while dealing with people, but when it comes time to be assertive, I can't stop my heart from pounding and that feeling of dread that scares me so much I'm dealing with a situation at work right now, with a coworker being rude to me a lot, and I'm scared about having to confront him... I'd rather die
I'm glad you're getting invited to things and having chances to make friends.I am debating on whether or not I need to start taking my wellbutrin again. I never feel like doing anything. I am finally at a point where I am getting invited to things, and having opportunities to make friends, but I am not in the mood. A lot of it is because I am tired. I don't know whether this is because of depression, or because I am working now. I have never had a job where I am actually on my feet and busy the whole time I am at work. I have been working for a couple of months, so I don't know if my body is still trying to adjust or not.
I start a workout class that I have been taking every semester for almost a year now tomorrow. At first this is probably going to make me more tired. Usually exercise helps my depression though.
So I guess I should wait a couple weeks before I decide.
Oh, and I am also joining the air force. The wellbutrin helps me concentrate. I want to make at least a 75 on my asvab. So having it to help me study is also a big option to weigh.
^ That's awesome! Hope you have fun.Pretty good. Three days off work starting today.
I'm going to spend today in my pajamas watching cartoons and eating horribly fattening food. (Currently Tokyo Godfathers, love this movie)
I think I've earned it.