Day, is here fading
That's when I'm insane
I flirt with suicide
Sometimes kills the pain
I can't always say
'It's gonna be better tomorrow'
Falling away from me, falling away from me.
I hope you all are doing great. ^.^
I'm feeling very sad and lost. I really just want something to do with my time. I'm tired of just sitting around doing nothing. I want friends to laugh and talk with that depend on me. I want to matter to people. I want someone to call me up saying they need to talk. I want to mean that much to someone. I've been spending alot of time searching on the internet trying to find answers. I'm looking into volunteering and maybe doing a belly dancing class. I don't if either will help. I can't but feel like they'll be a waste of time and money. We don't have a car so I have to go through a bit of work to get to these places as well. I don't know what to do.
I'm so sorry, Angel. You can talk to me any time you need to. I hope you find some hobbies you can get into and start enjoying things.I hope you all are doing great. ^.^
I'm feeling very sad and lost. I really just want something to do with my time. I'm tired of just sitting around doing nothing. I want friends to laugh and talk with that depend on me. I want to matter to people. I want someone to call me up saying they need to talk. I want to mean that much to someone. I've been spending alot of time searching on the internet trying to find answers. I'm looking into volunteering and maybe doing a belly dancing class. I don't if either will help. I can't but feel like they'll be a waste of time and money. We don't have a car so I have to go through a bit of work to get to these places as well. I don't know what to do.
Nice.Relieved! Finally got my heap of junk car sold.![]()
Nice.Are you getting another one?
I feel good. Actually, I feel really, really good. I will always have at least 1% of depression in me, but I think it's actually at 1% now. I can't believe how good I feel. Please last!
Thank you.Yay, another good day! I'm glad for you.
I'd love to not have to get another car, but unfortunately yes I have to. I am actually buying my sister's car from her, hence the impending road trip clear across the country in my "new" car. Now that my old car is gone I can focus on enjoying the ride.![]()
I hope you all are doing great. ^.^
I'm feeling very sad and lost. I really just want something to do with my time. I'm tired of just sitting around doing nothing. I want friends to laugh and talk with that depend on me. I want to matter to people. I want someone to call me up saying they need to talk. I want to mean that much to someone. I've been spending alot of time searching on the internet trying to find answers. I'm looking into volunteering and maybe doing a belly dancing class. I don't if either will help. I can't but feel like they'll be a waste of time and money. We don't have a car so I have to go through a bit of work to get to these places as well. I don't know what to do.
I'd love to not have to get another car, but unfortunately yes I have to. I am actually buying my sister's car from her, hence the impending road trip clear across the country in my "new" car. Now that my old car is gone I can focus on enjoying the ride.![]()
Thank you.
Oh, I'm like you. If I could live today without a car, I would sell it tomorrow. But, as it is, we need them. I hope you enjoy the road trip! What kind of car is it?
Can I ride with you Marie? And will you teach me how to drive too?
Nice. I hope it's reliable and comfortable.It's a blue Honda Civic. A few years old so it has a bit boxier frame the way I like it.![]()
Where will you go?Dont know if I want to stay in Japan anymore,everything is nice and all,but I am so lonely here.
Where will you go?
That's a massive decision and I hope you make the right one.Well my father wants to go back to brazil next year,if he does either I have to go back too or I will be alone in this state,only have relatives on the other state and around Tokyo.