How are you feeling?

[Invisibleman]

I dont like seeing the girl that I like with her boyfriend. I hate myself
for even caring,its not like theres anything I could have done to persuade her to even remotely consider me. I feel so sick

 

[FountainandFairfax]

Bad headache, bad day. Feel empty.

 

[Fighter86]

Stressed out and HATING my life. Pretty much sums things up.

 

[hangbi92]

Comfortably numb. Wanna cry but can't (

 

[JMiller]

I feel like I should go to sleep because it's past 1:00 am but I won't be able to for like another 3 hours

 

[superfluouslyme]

That's great

that's awesome! good luck!

Congratz!

Well that definitely deserves one of those super-enthusiastic "YAY!"'s. Good news indeed!

Awesome! Good luck

That's great news SuFlu - what's it for? Good luck!

Great news. I hope you get it.

That's awesome new!! I wish you the best of luck!!

That's terrific! I hope it goes well for you. Good luck.

Thanks, guys! I actually got another call for another interview, so I have TWO on Monday. When it rains, it pours, eh? They are both in retail, one for Target and the other for Kmart. The Target job is perfect, but it is seasonal. (What the hell season is it that they need more workers? They don't do floral stuff.) The Kmart job is part time, which is great, but I don't know the details of it. I may be a cashier or scrubbing toilets. I'm going to try and remain optimistic, though. I know I've said this before, but I think I have a good shot at both jobs.

 

[MikeyC]

I dont like seeing the girl that I like with her boyfriend. I hate myself
for even caring,its not like theres anything I could have done to persuade her to even remotely consider me. I feel so sick

It doesn't matter if there was nothing you could've done, but it's the fact that now there's NO chance. Don't worry, the same thing has happened, and is currently happening, to me. It's an awful feeling and there's nothing you can do. Just ride it out and hopefully it'll sort itself out in time.

Thanks, guys! I actually got another call for another interview, so I have TWO on Monday. When it rains, it pours, eh? They are both in retail, one for Target and the other for Kmart. The Target job is perfect, but it is seasonal. (What the hell season is it that they need more workers? They don't do floral stuff.) The Kmart job is part time, which is great, but I don't know the details of it. I may be a cashier or scrubbing toilets. I'm going to try and remain optimistic, though. I know I've said this before, but I think I have a good shot at both jobs.

Seasonal usually means holiday periods such as Christmas, where they'll need more staff. Maybe you could get a job in both? Either way, good luck! You'll nail those interviews.

I spent most of today in Sydney with a friend. It was not as bad as I thought it'd be but he did manipulate me into going to another place when I was driving home, so we ended up staying another couple of hours longer. I got some music out of it so overall the day wasn't wasted.

I am really finding it harder to be around my friends, though. It's not just this one, it's all of them. I prefer my own company and I don't know why it's getting so much more difficult. I guess I need to work on that.

 

[twiggle]

It's strange to me that you have these great moving memories, you laugh at them smile, then you think I don't talk to them any more...You would just think if you shared something deep that you would be connected emotionally forever. I feel like these bonds don't totally wear off..I'm seriously not sure what I'm getting at. Haha!

This is what I wonder too when I think about people I've drifted apart from over the years.

"My friend and I parted ways after our European adventure. Although we had lots of fun and laughs, we'd had a few personality clashes throughout the trip. From where I sit now, I realise our friendship was only ever meant for that trip."~Pia Jane Bijkerk

Special people come into our life but they can't always stay there forever. That doesn't mean that when we look back on our life, their involvement will have been any less important. Best to remember them for the good but know that things obviously weren't meant to last forever.

 

[Shyangel]

@Super

Even more great news! Your on a roll. Maybe you should try the lottery?
I'll be waiting to hear about the great results of the interviews.

@Mikey

You got some music. I thought a day couldn't get any better then that for you? ^.^

I'm having issues with that as well. I barley get the motivation or desire to even say yes to sitting in the same room as someone for an extended period of time.
The whole time it feels like a huge chore and I can't get my mind off how I would rather be stuffed away by myself...I guess I can't handle the expectations of holding a cheery conversation..I just feel stretched....Man, I have issues....But, anyway, I'm just saying I can understand your problem. I hope you can get through it.

 

[Shyangel]

This is what I wonder too when I think about people I've drifted apart from over the years.

"My friend and I parted ways after our European adventure. Although we had lots of fun and laughs, we'd had a few personality clashes throughout the trip. From where I sit now, I realise our friendship was only ever meant for that trip."~Pia Jane Bijkerk

Special people come into our life but they can't always stay there forever. That doesn't mean that when we look back on our life, their involvement will have been any less important. Best to remember them for the good but know that things obviously weren't meant to last forever.

I'm sorry to hear that. I have a friend I've known for a long time and value many memories with that I no longer am in contact with. It makes me sad quit often, because he was the only friend I had.

That makes sense...It's hard to really understand or except, but makes sense.
Some people might be meant to come in, do there job, and get out. Like in your situation. Make great fun memories. Or mine, remind me that some one can care about me. That I am important....Maybe..

 

[MikeyC]

@Mikey

You got some music. I thought a day couldn't get any better then that for you? ^.^

It was certainly a highlight. Here is a taste of one album I bought and listened to today:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FxAthH_Cixw

I'm having issues with that as well. I barley get the motivation or desire to even say yes to sitting in the same room as someone for an extended period of time.
The whole time it feels like a huge chore and I can't get my mind off how I would rather be stuffed away by myself...I guess I can't handle the expectations of holding a cheery conversation..I just feel stretched....Man, I have issues....But, anyway, I'm just saying I can understand your problem. I hope you can get through it.

Sorry to hear you're going through that. :: I did have some fun and there were laughs to be had but I do find it harder to relax. This guy is my best friend, too, so that's not going to bode well for others.

I hope you can work through that, Angel. You certainly don't strike me as someone who would have trouble holding a cheery conversation, but I guess our personalities get filtered here. If we ever meet hopefully that won't be a chore, haha.

I'm really tired now. Must sleep. Goodnight, SPW.

 

[MrJones]

I feel rejected. Am I? I'm confused. I don't know if I'm rejected or I'm just too insecure. If someone doesn't want me, I'd rather know it than keep wondering and suffering.

I feel like an outsider everywhere, all the time. I want to find a place I can be safe out of my room.

 

[Shyangel]

It was certainly a highlight. Here is a taste of one album I bought and listened to today:

BENEATH THE MASSACRE - Symptoms (NEW 2012) HD - YouTube

Hey, pretty cool song. Might look them up later.

Sorry to hear you're going through that. :: I did have some fun and there were laughs to be had but I do find it harder to relax. This guy is my best friend, too, so that's not going to bode well for others.

I hope you can work through that, Angel. You certainly don't strike me as someone who would have trouble holding a cheery conversation, but I guess our personalities get filtered here. If we ever meet hopefully that won't be a chore, haha.

I'm really tired now. Must sleep. Goodnight, SPW.

That's good you can still enjoy yourself at least to some extant. I do manage to enjoy myself some in these situations, I just struggle to do so.
I hope this doesn't cause a problem for you.

I'm not a sad dreary person, but I'm not exactly peppy. I'm usually the stoned faced goof, I would say. I can joke around, but I can't completely lighten up and enjoy myself. So, I can understand the cheery impression because your only seeing the goofiness not the stone face. No, meeting you, Mikey, wouldn't be a chore. You seem like a fun nice guy.

Goodnight, Mikey.

 

[jonas89]

I'm feeling fat and ugly.

I don't remember you as ugly or neither fat on that picture you posted a while ago stop lying to yourself and Deadman is right these days do pass by eventually, just keep yourself active.

Well I just woke up, and still tired yayy
Good morning everyone

 

[Phoenixx]

Like a failure. I don't even know why I'm taking this class. I'm obviously no good, I can't even do anything right. :: It's only the second project and I'm so stressed over it. I already want to just drop this class, and if I do, I believe I won't even receive any financial aid, even though everything has already been pretty much finalized. I don't even know if it's worth sticking to this class just to receive money if I'm going to be this upset and stressed all the time.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

Like a failure. I don't even know why I'm taking this class. I'm obviously no good, I can't even do anything right. :: It's only the second project and I'm so stressed over it. I already want to just drop this class, and if I do, I believe I won't even receive any financial aid, even though everything has already been pretty much finalized. I don't even know if it's worth sticking to this class just to receive money if I'm going to be this upset and stressed all the time.

You aren't a failure Phoenixx. Don't let yourself get so bogged down, okay? I'm sorta in the same situation as you, so I think all we can do is persevere and make it through this. You've got the skills to handle this. You could go to the teacher and ask for some help if you feel that you really need it. I really do hope that you feel better.

 

[pop-princess]

I don't remember you as ugly or neither fat on that picture you posted a while ago stop lying to yourself and Deadman is right these days do pass by eventually, just keep yourself active.

Well I just woke up, and still tired yayy
Good morning everyone

Thank you I'll just try to think about more important stuff I guess...

 

[pop-princess]

Like a failure. I don't even know why I'm taking this class. I'm obviously no good, I can't even do anything right. :: It's only the second project and I'm so stressed over it. I already want to just drop this class, and if I do, I believe I won't even receive any financial aid, even though everything has already been pretty much finalized. I don't even know if it's worth sticking to this class just to receive money if I'm going to be this upset and stressed all the time.

I know the feeling and i'm also in a similar situation right now.

 

[this_portrait]

I feel poor. :/ But then I wouldn't feel that way if I wasn't so careless with money. Not a good habit to get into.

 

[MikeyC]

I'm not a sad dreary person, but I'm not exactly peppy. I'm usually the stoned faced goof, I would say. I can joke around, but I can't completely lighten up and enjoy myself. So, I can understand the cheery impression because your only seeing the goofiness not the stone face. No, meeting you, Mikey, wouldn't be a chore. You seem like a fun nice guy.

Yeah, that does sound a bit like me. I'm never totally comfortable no matter how relaxed I seem. It's terrible. I guess being the "stoned faced goof" isn't that bad of a thing, haha. And I am a fun guy! *bad poker face*

Like a failure. I don't even know why I'm taking this class. I'm obviously no good, I can't even do anything right. :: It's only the second project and I'm so stressed over it. I already want to just drop this class, and if I do, I believe I won't even receive any financial aid, even though everything has already been pretty much finalized. I don't even know if it's worth sticking to this class just to receive money if I'm going to be this upset and stressed all the time.

Classes, no matter what they are or how much you enjoy the subject, are stressful. There's always a lot of work involved. You say you're only 2 projects in, so maybe it'll get easier for you later down the track? I hope so.

I feel poor. :/ But then I wouldn't feel that way if I wasn't so careless with money. Not a good habit to get into.

Careless with money? I can relate way too much there. I'm willing to put money on it!