How are you feeling?

[Phoenixx]

Tired, but I can't sleep.

I took my medication right before I went to bed at 7. I already missed taking it at 5, so I decided then would've been better rather than wait until tomorrow morning. That wasn't a good idea. I'd sleep, then wake up, continuously for the next 3 hours. >.< My brain is so wired I can't stand it. Doesn't help that I also can't stop thinking of all the holiday stuff I have to do this weekend. There's so much to do. Why can't I just sleep and relax?

 

[DeadmanWalking]

Tired, but I can't sleep.

I took my medication right before I went to bed at 7. I already missed taking it at 5, so I decided then would've been better rather than wait until tomorrow morning. That wasn't a good idea. I'd sleep, then wake up, continuously for the next 3 hours. >.< My brain is so wired I can't stand it. Doesn't help that I also can't stop thinking of all the holiday stuff I have to do this weekend. There's so much to do. Why can't I just sleep and relax?

Why don't you try listening to some comforting music or listen to nature/the world around you? Or maybe you watch something extremely boring. I'd help you sleep, but, you'd have to visit the mothership and the Supreme One just won't allow that.

 

[Phoenixx]

Why don't you try listening to some comforting music or listen to nature/the world around you? Or maybe you watch something extremely boring. I'd help you sleep, but, you'd have to visit the mothership and the Supreme One just won't allow that.

^ Already tried listening to music. It didn't work much.

I'm just going to waste my time on the computer, as I normally do, until I fall asleep.

 

[KiaKaha]

I feel ignored. I get frustrated with this forum sometimes. I sometimes wonder if anyone here is actually shy at all.

 

[DeadmanWalking]

I feel ignored. I get frustrated with this forum sometimes. I sometimes wonder if anyone here is actually shy at all.

I think I can understand how you feel somewhat. Sometimes, on here, I feel like my responses are completely ignored, like nothing would change, even if I posted or not. However, since we are socially anxious, sometimes we find it hard to speak to others, just like in real life. Other times, it may just be that there are a lot of people posting, so our comments get drowned out. I'm sure that you're not being ignored on here.

 

[Phoenixx]

I feel ignored. I get frustrated with this forum sometimes. I sometimes wonder if anyone here is actually shy at all.

^ I'm sorry you feel that way, Kiwi. I think we all have felt that way here at one point or another. We are shy, quiet people, but this forum allows us to express ourselves much better, I think. I know I feel like I can freely express myself here, and that's great. There are days though that I get anxious on this forum and second guess and worry about everything I write, so much that I don't even post it.

 

[superfluouslyme]

I can't sleep. I see the doc tomorrow. That always gives me a wonderful case of the panic attacks and insomnia the night before.

 

[MikeyC]

worried.
very stressed out.

little brother had a bad car accident tonight. Flipped his car 3 times; it's trash and his insurance won't cover it, so he will have to move back in with us whether he likes it or not.
We're still getting kicked out soon, though... so I don't know where we'll go or what we'll do but we've always managed to survive in the past somehow.
Thank goodness for shelters.

Christ, that is awful news. Good to hear he's relatively okay, but it now makes your lives a little harder than they already are. Sorry to hear you're getting kicked out, too. Too much crap is happening to you and I don't like it.

I feel ignored. I get frustrated with this forum sometimes. I sometimes wonder if anyone here is actually shy at all.

I understand what you mean but I can assure you that you're not being ignored by me.

 

[MikeyC]

I can't sleep. I see the doc tomorrow. That always gives me a wonderful case of the panic attacks and insomnia the night before.

Seeing a doctor for any reason isn't exactly the most comforting thing you can look forward to. Hopefully you'll be okay.

 

[dottie]

I feel ignored. I get frustrated with this forum sometimes. I sometimes wonder if anyone here is actually shy at all.

you don't believe people on this forum are shy? maybe it's due to their shyness that you feel ignored?

 

[KiaKaha]

you don't believe people on this forum are shy? maybe it's due to their shyness that you feel ignored?

Yes I am aware of that...but the question begs to be asked... if there was a room full of shy people, who would extend the first gesture of friendship...? How is it that some people can interact and form bonds with people, while others cant..? I feel a thread coming on..

But Yeah... sorry guys, I didn't mean to make anyone feel like they were at fault or anything. My paranoia and frustration often gets the better of me. Its me.. its not anyone else...but you all make fine points, it can get very busy here. I just wish I knew the secret of engaging with people more, without feeling like I would be rejected if I do.

It really does means a lot to me when people respond, so I thank you to everyone who did to my last post

 

[Graeme1988]

What's wrong, dude?

I'm stressed out. Physically exhausted. And I haven't been gotten much sleep in the last 3 days. Add to that the realization that I'm just cause trouble and antagonize my family whenever I open my mouth because I'm too honest for my own good.

 

[Nanita]

I'm stressed out. Physically exhausted. And I haven't been gotten much sleep in the last 3 days. Add to that the realization that I'm just cause trouble and antagonize my family whenever I open my mouth because I'm too honest for my own good.

Right, sleep is a very important thing.. I hope that you will be able to get proper sleep soon though.
Most nights I can´t fall asleep even though I´m exhausted, or I keep waking up during the night.
But actually last night I was able to sleep 9 hours straight, and it feels really good to be able to have a peaceful night for a change. Sensational.

 

[MikeyC]

I just wish I knew the secret of engaging with people more, without feeling like I would be rejected if I do.

TYPE IN ALL CAPS! ::

I'm stressed out. Physically exhausted. And I haven't been gotten much sleep in the last 3 days. Add to that the realization that I'm just cause trouble and antagonize my family whenever I open my mouth because I'm too honest for my own good.

That sucks, mate. Certainly try to get some more sleep if you can. Everyone feels worse when they aren't sleeping.

 

[craig 24]

Same old same old its like that film ground hog day lol

 

[Rembrandt Broam]

Yes I am aware of that...but the question begs to be asked... if there was a room full of shy people, who would extend the first gesture of friendship...?

My money's on MikeyC.

 

[Graeme1988]

Wondering why I can never seem to get much, if any, privacy, lately. I mean, is every detail of my daily boring, mundane life really that interesting?

 

[Invisibleman]

I want to punch my sister in the face as hard as I can.Ive had it with her,shes basically ruined my life that stupid ##### #### ## ####. Im furious

 

[davidburke]

I want to punch my sister in the face as hard as I can.Ive had it with her,shes basically ruined my life that stupid ##### #### ## ####. Im furious

she can't be bad c'mon now no violence

 

[planemo]

Numb. Which is a good thing, since life's disappointments seem to be taken with a little more acceptance.