I feel wise, lol.
How are you feeling?
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Beatrice
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*shrug*
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ANNomaly
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Great! 
Just got back from a trip to Orlando, Florida, where I fed and pet birds, cownose rays, dolphins, and giraffes. Somewhere in between, I finally grew the balls to ride roller coasters and enjoyed them immensely. Given the fact I spoke to complete strangers on-line for the rides, I feel as if I'm slowly, but surely conquering my SA.
Just got back from a trip to Orlando, Florida, where I fed and pet birds, cownose rays, dolphins, and giraffes. Somewhere in between, I finally grew the balls to ride roller coasters and enjoyed them immensely. Given the fact I spoke to complete strangers on-line for the rides, I feel as if I'm slowly, but surely conquering my SA.
Phoenixx
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^ That's awesome! Sounds like you had fun!Great!
Keep up the good work.
vexatiousmind
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I came to my moms so I can get observation hours at her dentist's office.
I was hoping we could spend some time together though.
So what does she do?
She went out of town today. -_-
So I guess I feel unimportant
I was hoping we could spend some time together though.
So what does she do?
She went out of town today. -_-
So I guess I feel unimportant
MollyBeGood
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You used to be my beacon in the night.
Now you want to crush me and with delight.
Nothing good ever lasts.
Nothing good ever lasts.
Now you want to crush me and with delight.
Nothing good ever lasts.
Nothing good ever lasts.
Thank you. I think we'll be okay. I guess I just had a bit of a panic attack this morning.
Reassurance about what?
I have no idea
Bad. Thinking something for a while then finding out you were stupidly wrong is a bad feeling.
Edit: It's probably just my paranoia, but do you ever feel like people are rubbing something in your face, like really subtly?
Edit: It's probably just my paranoia, but do you ever feel like people are rubbing something in your face, like really subtly?
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WeirdyMcGee
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rather numb.
devoid of emotions.
devoid of emotions.
Steppen-Wolf
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Bored as hell.
I await sunday all week as my time to rest and hace fun, but every week I'm reminded that there isn't really anything fun to do for me.
I miss having interesting people to talk to.
I await sunday all week as my time to rest and hace fun, but every week I'm reminded that there isn't really anything fun to do for me.
I miss having interesting people to talk to.
vexatiousmind
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great.
watching goodfellas
had a nice glass of whine
& i actually have things to accomplish this week.
Now all I need is a nice dinner to finish the day off
watching goodfellas
had a nice glass of whine
& i actually have things to accomplish this week.
Now all I need is a nice dinner to finish the day off
WeirdyMcGee
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oh-- feeling again. depressed and like a giant ****ing idiot.
I should just stop saying anything at all, obviously.
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Is there really much of a difference between feeling depressed and feeling numb? I don't think so...
They're the only two feelings I ever have though, so I guess I wouldn't know.
I don't know anything.
I should just stop saying anything at all, obviously.
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Is there really much of a difference between feeling depressed and feeling numb? I don't think so...
They're the only two feelings I ever have though, so I guess I wouldn't know.
I don't know anything.
Rembrandt Broam
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Feeling that I need to get my feelings and emotions under control, or I'll probably end up doing or saying something which I'll later regret.
AsTimeBurns
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Last few days I've been feeling very..pointless.
I got offered a job the other day, my first full-time job after university, reasonable money and such, but ever since then I've just been struck by this overwhelming feeling that everything is pointless.
Sure I could take the job, have a career, earn some money..but so what? I'll die eventually and it would all have meant nothing. I could even achieve wonderful things, go down in history for something great, but eventually we'll all die and who will give a **** then? It'll just all be irrelevant.
I suppose it's just the idea of the whole bull**** I'm going to have to go through from now on. Get a job..try and get promotions or better jobs...try and earn enough money so that i can afford a place to live and then when I'm finally too old to do the job any more, have just enough so that I don't have to die in the gutter. What an incredible waste of time. I'd much rather just disappear off and do something interesting, like go abroad and volunteer with people or something. I'm not sure I could stand the whole standard life/career thing. But of course, even that requires a lot of money to do.
urgh
I got offered a job the other day, my first full-time job after university, reasonable money and such, but ever since then I've just been struck by this overwhelming feeling that everything is pointless.
Sure I could take the job, have a career, earn some money..but so what? I'll die eventually and it would all have meant nothing. I could even achieve wonderful things, go down in history for something great, but eventually we'll all die and who will give a **** then? It'll just all be irrelevant.
I suppose it's just the idea of the whole bull**** I'm going to have to go through from now on. Get a job..try and get promotions or better jobs...try and earn enough money so that i can afford a place to live and then when I'm finally too old to do the job any more, have just enough so that I don't have to die in the gutter. What an incredible waste of time. I'd much rather just disappear off and do something interesting, like go abroad and volunteer with people or something. I'm not sure I could stand the whole standard life/career thing. But of course, even that requires a lot of money to do.
urgh
I'm feeling rather unwanted in general. Getting criticized over personal likes/dislikes- and patronized (positively, but still an insult since it illustrates what people expect me to be capable of) multiple times per day.
And frankly, I'm sick and tired of it. All I want is to be allowed who I am without being treated like some brain-dead freak of nature. They would know I'm not if they bothered to get to know me.
And frankly, I'm sick and tired of it. All I want is to be allowed who I am without being treated like some brain-dead freak of nature. They would know I'm not if they bothered to get to know me.
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I'm feeling really fidgety today. I just started a new medicine and really hope that this isn't one of the side effects.