How are you feeling?

I need to get these things done:
finish my homework that was due last sunday
start my homework due this sunday
do a lab due this sunday
go to the store to get steaks for fathers day party on sunday
Go to staples to get a box to mail
mail a book bought from me on amazon
paint my nails


I know this doesn't seem like a lot, but it takes me at lease 5 hours to do my homework
and I have recently fell into a pit of depression, so getting up to take a shower is hard for me to do.
anyway I needed to make a list to help me organize my mind, so I thought I'd share it with yall

also I am starting not to like sundays
 
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I did a lot of driving today. One the one hand, I get to listen to my music and relax. On the other, gas is money and money is something I don't have. :(

I also cooked dinner. I have a therapist appointment tomorrow. Since I haven't had a car for almost two weeks, it's been a while since I've seen her. I'm nervous, as usual.
 

simpsons2007

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I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I don't belong out in the real world because I'm a social reject with no social skills. I feel I don't belong at home because things ain't too good here and its messing up my mental health and no one cares. I don't belong in my own mind the only place I thought I was safe. I don't think I belong on here either I just feel like a social outcast a nobody.
 

Kathryn.fr

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I liked a boy, he was very nice to me, very sweet and I thought he was starting to like me I txt him today saying hi and he snaped :( I'm going home tomorrow, that was stupid of me to even try. I feel stepped on, like a dog or cat coaxed out of their hiding spot, then snagged with that stupid pole with a cable on the end. My own fault though ^_^
 

Phoenixx

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Exceptionally anxious. I should be happy, today is the last day of school. But, I also have a graduation to go to tonight (Not my high school one) and I know for sure about 1000 people will be there. :eek:::(:
^ I survived! I didn't even have any panic attacks surprisingly. Thankfully the graduation this year wasn't nearly as big as last year's (My brother graduated through the same program as I did), not even near 1000 people. I did have anxiety all day up til the point I was on stage. After that, the feeling completely disappeared and I felt so relaxed. I actually socialized with quite a few people afterwards. Gotta say I'm really happy :)
 

breakthespell

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I'm feeling ok. Not really anything out of the ordinary. Looking forward to..well nothing, but living in the moment can be just as good.
 

Tiercel

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ITCHY! I'd gladly eradicate mosquitoes if doing so wouldn't have a detrimental affect on the species I prefer over mosquitoes. Some of these splotches look like poison ivy, but it was worth it.

I can't recall ever having seen a glossy ibis, let alone 7 or so in one day. Add in a few tricolored herons in breeding plumage, some cattle egrets, some brown pelicans, lots of willets, 1 or 2 osprey, and a few groups of wild ponies, and I'd gladly go back. Just let me recover from all these bites first.

And let me get to sleep. Somehow I've stayed up all night despite being dead tired.
 

Bloir

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I did my last exam great. Also i will go to the Ballet with my sister and mum on saturday i wont have to go alone!!
 

breakthespell

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Not good, feeling ****ty. I was photographing cars from my house to test out shutter speed and all kinda camera stuff when I noticed a girl I used to know standing over the street looking up at me. I suddenly realized she thought I was photographing her and I felt like a creep so I just went quickly inside, damn me and my luck. That was one person not liking me anymore.
 
i'm doing good, although a lil nervous for group therapy tomorrow, but everytime it went good.. so i won't stress out, now just relaxing.
 
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