How are you feeling?

awww thanks puma. I am just sick of waiting for it to be worth all the struggling.
anyway, I am glad to hear you feel that you can manage to continue with your job afterall :)

Watching, trying, waiting- is the hardest part, and very discouraging I agree. But just keep your head up. Even though I feel bad for you in how you feel, I'd feel a couple 100 times worse if you were to find your end prematurely. That goes for everyone here. :3

Feeling like I'm asking myself WTF is the point, and I can't answer that...

There is no point, that is the point. We aren't obligated to anyone to lead fulfilling lives, but we do get to. For ourselves. We're often pressured to fulfill a certain standard, but essentially we still hold the power to how we want/can (eventually) live our lives.
 

fdctk

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i have a presentation due this friday and i'm actually looking foward to it. for some reason i have no problem at all standing up in front of a class and giving a lecture, but when i have to teach a single person one on one i stress the hell out. is that backwards or what?

edit: i only begin to freak out when people start asking me questions. then i start feeling like it's out of my control.
 
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lunarla

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a long day/night of socializing + blueberry green tea and honey + Nyquil + bed late + procrastinating HW = bad combination for the next day =)

Meanwhile I haven't even begun my paper yet.

That seems to be the case, heh. Not exactly a recipe for success.

You'll can get to it : )
 

dean01

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physicaly i feel not to bad, i have a fair bit of energy but not to much! im sleeping ok'ish but mentally i feel terrible loads of regret, dissappointment and hatred of my illness.
 

Prestonator

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Okay at the moment, but things are looming that could potentially cause me to be anxious. I feel my anxiety has increased a little over the past few days actually..... :/
 
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Beatrice

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Well, today my car broke down. Frustrating yes, but I called someone and waited. I was in the middle of a parking lot, and had backed out of my space a little when it died and wouldn't budge. So here I am, sitting, waiting, cars maneuvering around me, and one guy decides to get pissed. He makes an angry face when I throw my hands up indicating inability to move my car. He drives quickly around me (there was plenty of space to get by, mind you), parks his car a little far up, and I thought that was the end. Then - wait. There he is, walking toward me. My windows are down and I can't roll them up. He stops halfway between his car and mine and shouts, "Move your car! You're blocking the road! Do you want a ticket?" I shout back, "I can't move it! It broke down!" He gets angrier and repeats what he just said, pointing angrily in the direction he wants me to move my car. I repeat myself. He either doesn't hear me or just doesn't care and wants to be absurd. So I look away and he walks away. Strangely enough, my anxiety didn't kick in at all, really. I was just pissed. What was he yelling at me for? My car BROKE DOWN. People are such idiots, I swear. I had my hazard lights on the whole time, too. God.

Whoa, long post. Thanks if anyone took the time to read it, haha
 
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dottie

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feeling anxious i made a mistake at work by ratting out my coworker. here is the story. my coworker, who is 6 years my younger, and i sit in cubicles distanced from the rest of the team. my coworker takes advantage of this by coming in late and leaving early. for the past month he arrives 20-30 minutes late, takes long lunches, and leaves work early. i am so fed up of watching this B.S. no one even realizes he pulls this crap because of proximity. i would not say anything if this was a rare occasion but this is EVERY. DAY. and i am sick of witnessing it. i had told my boss a few weeks ago but she didn't do anything about it because she didn't want to make the effort or look bad in the eyes of her boss. well it's been ongoing so i told the other supervisor, finally, because i know she puts up with a lot less BS. anyway, i am anxious it will backfire and my coworker will have it out for me as well as my boss. i'm just tired of this unprofessional, jr. high BS, when there were 100 other people lined up for that position. there are some people who would kill for that cushy position while this kid shows no respect by coming and going as he pleases. maybe i am a tattle-tell. i don't know. anyway, that's why i feel anxious.
 

planemo

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I don't think what you did was wrong. You have to ask yourself what would have happened if the roles were reversed. Would this guy let you off the hook, if you were doing what he does? I guess the answer would be "no'. But i understand your feelings of apprehension. I often let things slide because i'm too scared to question the authority of others, even when they are doing wrong. But i think you did the right thing all the same.

As for how i'm feeling, i guess i'm feeling really flat and uninspired. I just wanna sit in bed the whole day.
 

Snowbal

Active member
I'm feeling so weird at the moment, i don't know what it is. I just want to cry and scream! Eventhough i've come really far i still feel like nothing has changed and i will never be who i want to be. I kinda hate this day and i hope it will end soon.
 
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Beatrice

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It's so beautiful and warm today. Instant mood brightener. Also, I've been reading about fitness. It's one of my favorite interests. I feel so motivated. I love eating healthy foods and working out :D
 
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