Deus_Ex_Lemur
Well-known member
Wow, that's ridiculous. It's not YOUR fault you're like either side of your family. Of course you're going to be like one of them, you're related, but what does it matter? It's not your fault. Jeez, I hate people. That's like my grandparents and aunt - they want me to be who THEY think I am. And I'm not who they think I am. They don't know me at all, really. So they get mad when I don't fit their pre-formed mold that they made while I was still in the damn womb. This is no exaggeration.
To answer your question, yes. I am planning on riding out the three weeks left of this semester, getting my finals done, and then informing them I want to go back to my parents' house about 40 min away. Then I will attend a university in the fall (I'm currently at a community college). I can't wait to be free of them. I just have to endure being in that miserable house for three more weeks, and then have to make it through the final showdown, whatever that may entail. Then..... a little bit of peace for a while.
I'm so nervous
I think I've sent this before to ppl:
You clearly are getting stronger by it and doing something about it - going to live and learn become stronger through this may not feel so now... but whatever their reaction; you have every right to leave and live for you and not in a place you feel unwelcome and miserable in. Hopefully you can be honest and calm and if they arent and cant get it, thats on them. You already have a plan - don't worry. =) Final showdowns from my experience usually are anti-climactic.
BAH finals. Good luck with them and your situation. You will do it.
