I wish I was dead.
I wish you didn't wish you were dead.
Me too.
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I wish I was dead.
I wish you didn't wish you were dead.
Stupid, lazy, depressed, scared of the world. You know, the usual.
I hate SA. Even when people are nice to me I push them away, not that I mean to. SA has conditioned me to be afraid of people even when they are nice. SA is a soul destroying illness. It eats you alive and spirals you down into despair
I pinched a nerve in my back changing my tire this morning. I may as well be 95 years old for all I can do right now. Ha Ha
I can hear lots of fireworks and parties going on outside, the world is having fun, I'm not.![]()
I want to go and lay on the railway tracks. Life is not supposed to be good, I'm really not sure I can take it anymore