lunaticbinge
Well-known member
I feel like I always do.
Depressed? Hopeless? Pathetic? Right there with you man.
I feel like I always do.
I like and respect people who are good and nice. I don't like people who are dominant and reckless without good reason. You'll find more people who appreciate you if you stay true to who you are.
Unfortunately being nice is regarded as being sub standard. Not to me though, but to most around me.
If I died today, nobody would care. And I'm fine with that.
Also, I was doing my science hw in the lab today and the guy who works in there said 'see you next week' and my constantly pessimistic self said "you can't be so sure about that. We can die at any moment" and I apologized for my pessimism.
I feel like the monster that I always have done. I'm going to find that dark space that I've always been looking for to hide in and when I'm there, I'm never coming out again.
I hope so........ but I doubt it. We have three kids together, and a home and cars ect.ect.::::::::