Forgotten-Children
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Flustered... My little sister asked to borrow $40 from me that I don't have. I haven't gotten payed yet at my job since I was just highered, I'm already in the hole because of her because she wanted to borrow $80 dollars from me to go out to eat a couple days ago and I stupidly said yes so I'm like -$100 or so in my account...
I think I made the stupid mistake in giving her the money from the money I was saving to fix my Wii. I mean.. she says she's going to pay it all back and never ask for money from me again, but... I just hate being put in this situation ESPECIALLY since I'm trying to be more responsible for my boyfriend... I already broke the promise I made to his a few days ago about never letting anyone borrow money from me and I feel horrible about it...
I really hope that she pays me back as soon as she can, because I almost know that my boyfriend's going to ask me to deposit the money to fix my Wii tomarrow... *sigh*... I tried as hard as I could to tell her I can't give her the money but... I'm too soft. She, like, closed the door of my room when we were talking about it which I really hated because that made me even more anxious...
I just hope James doesn't find out because if he does, he said we were through... And I never want that to happen... Ofcoarse that's probably what I deserve... I never tend to keep my promises and keep the truth silent from him which is just horrible of me...
I don't want to be like this, but I'm just scared what he'd say if I told the truth.. He can hardly ever trust anything I say anymore..
I think I made the stupid mistake in giving her the money from the money I was saving to fix my Wii. I mean.. she says she's going to pay it all back and never ask for money from me again, but... I just hate being put in this situation ESPECIALLY since I'm trying to be more responsible for my boyfriend... I already broke the promise I made to his a few days ago about never letting anyone borrow money from me and I feel horrible about it...
I really hope that she pays me back as soon as she can, because I almost know that my boyfriend's going to ask me to deposit the money to fix my Wii tomarrow... *sigh*... I tried as hard as I could to tell her I can't give her the money but... I'm too soft. She, like, closed the door of my room when we were talking about it which I really hated because that made me even more anxious...
I just hope James doesn't find out because if he does, he said we were through... And I never want that to happen... Ofcoarse that's probably what I deserve... I never tend to keep my promises and keep the truth silent from him which is just horrible of me...
I don't want to be like this, but I'm just scared what he'd say if I told the truth.. He can hardly ever trust anything I say anymore..