whiskey + valium + antidepressants = 1 seriously awful night + nightmare morning after ::
I'm going to volunteer at a women's professional tennis tournament here in San Diego (Mercury Insurance Open, next month) as a way to forcefully challenge my social anxiety. If I happen to run into Daniela Hantuchova, well, my nerves and anxiety will just run wildly.
I feel very bad. I had an appointment with my psychiatrist but I canceled it a little over an hour before it started because I was too afraid to go. I'm feeling very depressed today & just want to crawl under something & die.
Right now feeling....woozy.
My back is out atm and the muscle relaxer combined with my anxiety meds make me really sleepy.
Sounds more like a good time to go to me. I hope you get to feeling better soon.
Do you have pets, LL?
Yes, you are.
When I'm at my most depressed, my cats are pretty much the only reason I get out of bed. I just couldn't bear the thought of not feeding them, changing their litter, etc. I can rot, but I can't let them suffer. And of course they help and make me feel better, for their part.
Yes! My point! So much as I had one... :I guess I should spend some time with them soon because they'll make me feel better (& it will make them feel better, too). ::