Today has been kinda a weird and tiring day as far as my emotions go (But I guess they're not too different than what I've been feeling the last few weeks). Woke up in a pretty sad mood, went to classes with anxiety, felt happy in Accounting as I managed to be in a group where I actually got help and they listened to what I had to say/ask, that happiness continued until after lunch, then I went to Chemsitry all nervous again, came back still nervous, looked at Facebook and have felt pretty sad since.
I think I'll keep away from Facebook for the next few days.
Today has been kinda a weird and tiring day as far as my emotions go (But I guess they're not too different than what I've been feeling the last few weeks). Woke up in a pretty sad mood, went to classes with anxiety, felt happy in Accounting as I managed to be in a group where I actually got help and they listened to what I had to say/ask, that happiness continued until after lunch, then I went to Chemsitry all nervous again, came back still nervous, looked at Facebook and have felt pretty sad since.
I think I'll keep away from Facebook for the next few days.
Is it the actual classes in particular that make you nervous or the people who also attend? I get this too sometimes...but it's only in particular subjects, the ones I'm bad at, maths, german,music, PE, physics...and that's about it,haha.
Is it the actual classes in particular that make you nervous or the people who also attend? I get this too sometimes...but it's only in particular subjects, the ones I'm bad at, maths, german,music, PE, physics...and that's about it,haha.
^ Oh it's definitely the people in there, lol. Most of my classes are pretty big, and I'm really not used to big classes. My Accounting class is my smallest, so it's not too bad (I think there's 25 of us). But Nutrition and Chemistry are my biggest classes, each having about 75 people or more.
i look at old pictures of myself and am horrified at how i carried myself. not just the way i carried myself but the constant petty stunts i pulled for shock value. cringe. people probably see that and judge. i see it and think wow i was lost. i was really lacking guidance and emotional support. still am but... at least i am a little more rounded on the edges. how embarrassing, though.
Apparentally, I'm going to get in a lot of trouble at school because I provoked this bully, called Giorgia, into coming up to me and insulting me last Friday.
She's been bitching about me throughout year 8,I heard something about me being said this time last week,I was angry and I reacted (it was an accumulative problem, she's been insulting me for a year now) but it won't be direct evidence for Ms Meredith because I've heard it from other people.
Apparentally I'm the bad guy for messaging her on facebook and asking her what her ****ing problem is with me. Stupid ****ing ****s, particularly Ms Meredith, the woman handling the situation. She said when she looks at the facebook message printscreen tomorrow, she'll be able to judge if we're both in the wrong or not because I 'insulted' Giorgia by telling her there's loads of rumours going round at school, like she has STDS cause she's a whoreee, and everyone I know has insulted her behind her back.
So when Meredith looks at the screen shots, she's obviously going to blame me, and then call my parents and be like 'OMGOMGOMG YOUR DAUGHTER SWEARS :O'
So the **** what, get over yourself, you ****ing old fashioned arsehole.
Giorgia's 13 like me, she drinks,she smokes, she does drugs, where's her punishment? It seems I'm being punished, she gets listened to and let off lightly.
This girl has a history of misbehaving and bullying, yet Miss Meredith's been polite with her. This girl has been ****ing suspended! I have the cleanest record, I've never been in this much trouble, I've had like two detentions in two years. Just....WTF. What the actual ****. I'm so ****ing angry right now just...sipdjwoefijdolrhfoqierhoiqhrofihriof
Just...had the most ****ing awful day, people ignoring me again, awful lessons. I want it to be Friday evening already.
If you go to Camp Hill school,you can go ****ing die in a hole right now.
Apparentally, I'm going to get in a lot of trouble at school because I provoked this bully, called Giorgia, into coming up to me and insulting me last Friday.
She's been bitching about me throughout year 8,I heard something about me being said this time last week,I was angry and I reacted (it was an accumulative problem, she's been insulting me for a year now) but it won't be direct evidence for Ms Meredith because I've heard it from other people.
Apparentally I'm the bad guy for messaging her on facebook and asking her what her ****ing problem is with me. Stupid ****ing ****s, particularly Ms Meredith, the woman handling the situation. She said when she looks at the facebook message printscreen tomorrow, she'll be able to judge if we're both in the wrong or not because I 'insulted' Giorgia by telling her there's loads of rumours going round at school, like she has STDS cause she's a whoreee, and everyone I know has insulted her behind her back.
So when Meredith looks at the screen shots, she's obviously going to blame me, and then call my parents and be like 'OMGOMGOMG YOUR DAUGHTER SWEARS :O'
So the **** what, get over yourself, you ****ing old fashioned arsehole.
Giorgia's 13 like me, she drinks,she smokes, she does drugs, where's her punishment? It seems I'm being punished, she gets listened to and let off lightly.
This girl has a history of misbehaving and bullying, yet Miss Meredith's been polite with her. This girl has been ****ing suspended! I have the cleanest record, I've never been in this much trouble, I've had like two detentions in two years. Just....WTF. What the actual ****. I'm so ****ing angry right now just...sipdjwoefijdolrhfoqierhoiqhrofihriof
Just...had the most ****ing awful day, people ignoring me again, awful lessons. I want it to be Friday evening already.
If you go to Camp Hill school,you can go ****ing die in a hole right now.
Does that girl have any sort of mental issues that you maybe aren't aware of? possible troubles at home? those are the only reasons I can imagine the leniency being shown to her. otherwise...that's a bunch of crap. i can't stand when teachers or guardians let bullies slide.
Apparentally, I'm going to get in a lot of trouble at school because I provoked this bully, called Giorgia, into coming up to me and insulting me last Friday.
She's been bitching about me throughout year 8,I heard something about me being said this time last week,I was angry and I reacted (it was an accumulative problem, she's been insulting me for a year now) but it won't be direct evidence for Ms Meredith because I've heard it from other people.
Apparentally I'm the bad guy for messaging her on facebook and asking her what her ****ing problem is with me. Stupid ****ing ****s, particularly Ms Meredith, the woman handling the situation. She said when she looks at the facebook message printscreen tomorrow, she'll be able to judge if we're both in the wrong or not because I 'insulted' Giorgia by telling her there's loads of rumours going round at school, like she has STDS cause she's a whoreee, and everyone I know has insulted her behind her back.
So when Meredith looks at the screen shots, she's obviously going to blame me, and then call my parents and be like 'OMGOMGOMG YOUR DAUGHTER SWEARS :O'
So the **** what, get over yourself, you ****ing old fashioned arsehole.
Giorgia's 13 like me, she drinks,she smokes, she does drugs, where's her punishment? It seems I'm being punished, she gets listened to and let off lightly.
This girl has a history of misbehaving and bullying, yet Miss Meredith's been polite with her. This girl has been ****ing suspended! I have the cleanest record, I've never been in this much trouble, I've had like two detentions in two years. Just....WTF. What the actual ****. I'm so ****ing angry right now just...sipdjwoefijdolrhfoqierhoiqhrofihriof
Just...had the most ****ing awful day, people ignoring me again, awful lessons. I want it to be Friday evening already.
If you go to Camp Hill school,you can go ****ing die in a hole right now.
^Ah really tough situation. She seems like a real ***** Hang in there dear. Maybe you can try explaing the whole thing to your parents.
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