How are you feeling?

Phoenixx

Phoenixx

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Kinda happy. A guy struck up a conversation with me while I was in the "kitchen" (Really it's not a kitchen. It's so small idk what to call it) washing dishes. And I managed to talk back without stuttering or getting all nervous.

My first actual conversation of the week, with no nervousness. Now I feel accomplished. :D
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

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superfluouslyme said:
Like an absolute fool. My interview is tomorrow and the terror has finally kicked in. I got some sleeping aids, but everyone keeps telling me not to take them because they are addictive. I know I'm not going to sleep tonight. I just got my SSI denial letter. They said, "sure, you can't work your past jobs but there are some out there that you can do." Oh yeah? Show me, please. I can't get to the ****ing interview without wanting to die. I'm going to see two of my friends after the interview for a belated bday celebration. And on Saturday I'm seeing another friend who needs some company because she has to see a neurologist whenever they can fit her in and she's terrified and so am I and I don't know what to do. I have a headache and I just want to crawl in a hole with my jar of Nutella, cry until I can't anymore, and then just...go away.
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Here watch puppets sing and dance with your nutella.

The Polyphonic spree - Hold me now - YouTube

DON'T WORRY SUPER! I TOTALLY FEEL YOU! (this time I'm actually trying to touch you! :D BUT only to *HUG* you! =D

I remember these feelings and they'll happen to me again... it'll all be OVER before you know it... the feeling will be GRAND when it is! Sorry about the denial letter. YOU WILL BE FINE! I am not sure what else you can do to relax; but it'll soon pass... don't worry, kid. You'll do fine!
 
coyote

coyote

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superfluouslyme said:
Like an absolute fool. My interview is tomorrow and the terror has finally kicked in. I got some sleeping aids, but everyone keeps telling me not to take them because they are addictive. I know I'm not going to sleep tonight. I just got my SSI denial letter. They said, "sure, you can't work your past jobs but there are some out there that you can do." Oh yeah? Show me, please. I can't get to the ****ing interview without wanting to die. I'm going to see two of my friends after the interview for a belated bday celebration. And on Saturday I'm seeing another friend who needs some company because she has to see a neurologist whenever they can fit her in and she's terrified and so am I and I don't know what to do. I have a headache and I just want to crawl in a hole with my jar of Nutella, cry until I can't anymore, and then just...go away.
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this feeling won't last forever

the fear won't last forever

it's just temporary - monday, it will all be in the past

sleep aids are probably only addictive if you take them repeatedly - not just once

i'm not so sure about the Nutella, though
 
drganon

drganon

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I guess the word that best describes how I'm feeling would be "meh". I'm not really depressed, but I'm not all that happy either.I'm more or less just going through the motions.
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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Re: Who are you feeling?

phocas said:
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LOL! Boy my charadin' is rusty :D
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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Deus_Ex_Lemur said:
Here watch puppets sing and dance with your nutella.

The Polyphonic spree - Hold me now - YouTube

DON'T WORRY SUPER! I TOTALLY FEEL YOU! (this time I'm actually trying to touch you! :D BUT only to *HUG* you! =D

I remember these feelings and they'll happen to me again... it'll all be OVER before you know it... the feeling will be GRAND when it is! Sorry about the denial letter. YOU WILL BE FINE! I am not sure what else you can do to relax; but it'll soon pass... don't worry, kid. You'll do fine!
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coyote said:
this feeling won't last forever

the fear won't last forever

it's just temporary - monday, it will all be in the past

sleep aids are probably only addictive if you take them repeatedly - not just once

i'm not so sure about the Nutella, though
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Thanks guys. I'm feeling better now. I took out some of my aggression by playing Wii tennis. And my doc gave me a prescription for Inderal, which is ...:D. It chilled me the hell out. Why have I not been given this before??? I'm just going to go into the interview looking at it as practice. I can't look any further into the future without freaking out. Once it's over, I'll feel fabulous. Then I can celebrate with my friends. I'll worry about if I'll get the job and if I'll take it later on. That's the only way I can see myself going through with it.

And I paid $5 for this tiny ass jar of Nutella. And I ate half of it while watching Wipeout. It was marvelous.
 
MaliceInWickedland

MaliceInWickedland

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This week thus far has completely sucked: I got backstabbed by an ex, I'm getting sick again, it's that time of the month, my friends are being douchebags yet again, and I might lose my job at the library...

I should be feeling like crap right now, right? Well, surprisingly, I don't. I feel very happy actually. Happy because I found this website where I can actually fit in and be among people who genuinely care about others' feelings and never make me feel like a subhuman. Everyone here is so nice, actually listens to what I have to say (even though I always make a nasty habit of rambling), and always makes me feel better about myself and life. For that I thank you from the deepest depths of my heart SPW :)
 
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FriendlessGirl

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MaliceInWickedland said:
This week thus far has completely sucked: I got backstabbed by an ex, I'm getting sick again, it's that time of the month, my friends are being douchebags yet again, and I might lose my job at the library...

I should be feeling like crap right now, right? Well, surprisingly, I don't. I feel very happy actually. Happy because I found this website where I can actually fit in and be among people who genuinely care about others' feelings and never make me feel like a subhuman. Everyone here is so nice, actually listens to what I have to say (even though I always make a nasty habit of rambling), and always makes me feel better about myself and life. For that I thank you from the deepest depths of my heart SPW :)
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^I completely agree. This is the only place where I feel really accepted. Thank you everyone,all of you are super nice!
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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Blabla.. said:
not good , it happens every time i cut my hairs , staring at ma face from all the angles , i hate what i see , i just can't accept it , i just want to be like a normal person without exaggerated features , i really feel abnormal , haha this is ridiculous
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What do you mean by exaggerated features? 'Cause high cheekbones are frakkin sexy! :)
 
superfluouslyme

superfluouslyme

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Blabla.. said:
i associate myself with my face , people staring at my face are hurting me deep down , it's my weak spot , like an open gate , i don't want people to look at me , i don't want them to see my face , i'm really disgusted by it , on a few pictures i think i look acceptable , but not in real life , my huge bony nose , i thought about breaking it once to make it less bumpy , i think i would look more normal with a smashed face , haha

If only it was normal to wear masks , i would hide that thing and be able to go out normally , i think my entire anxiety comes from people staring at my face . I may sound stupid but whatever , that's how it is .
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Everyone's got peculiar things about their bodies that they may not like. I hated everything about my face as a kid, but I've come to realize that we all have different features and I don't want to look exactly like everyone else. I have what is called an "allergic salute," which is where kids wipe there noses with their hands by going upward. This makes a freaky weird crease in the middle of the nose. I'm always been positive everyone can see it, but I asked and no one has ever noticed it. My nose is also slightly turned up. When I was born, my grandpa told my dad not to take me out in the rain 'cause I'd drown. :) I have 24/7 bags under my eyes from allergies and weird birthmark/blotch type things on my forehead. And my right eye is a "lazy eye."

There was a point to this post when I started typing it, but I've lost it. :) Everyone's different. I know it's easier to say than do, but don't be ashamed of your differences. Try to embrace them. Besides, you don't want to look like "normal" people. They aren't real.
 
cesgrandsyeux

cesgrandsyeux

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This is an example of why I hate the girls at my school. My friends are taking the piss out of a really nice girl called Mareyah,because she's short. They're like my height and taller, but Mareyah's 5ft...but...ffs,does it even matter if she is short?
 
MrJones

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^It only matters for stupid people who wants to make fun of someone else before someone makes fun of them for being so stupid :p

Really, some people are plain stupid
 
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