Not my age. I never have though, I was thinking about how a 16 year old stereotypically acts/thinks, and then realized I was 16 4 years ago and have never acted or felt that way. It was a strange feeling thinking about...
yeah it was okay, walked almost 35 km with 15 kg of equipment on my back and like 1/4 of the way trough the trip my knee collapsed on me :/, so it was fine all though the pain was unbearable most of the time
Like I want to punch a hole in a wall. I went home from college for the weekend, and when I came back, I apparently forgot to grab the key for my dorm... so I'm locked out until my brother gets here.
I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I always have felt this way but lately it's more obvious. I didn't belong with my friends at secondary school and I don't fit in with anyone at uni either. I have a couple of friends to hang around with but I'm never part of a tight knit group. The group I used to hang around with at secondary school all sees eachother but not me. They know eachother so well and they call eachother all the time and meet up almost everyday. I'm jealous of that, even if they accepted me into their group I still wouldn't be a legit part of it if that makes sense! The people I see most often are two people, one who I've known 15 years, who I only see on the weekend (to get drunk). But those two are joined at the hip and I'm just a mutual friend of theirs, I don't have much in common with them and I don't share their history despite knowing them so long. I feel lonely, because I don't have a close bond with anyone. I really envy these groups of people, I always feel like I'm outside their metaphorical house looking through the window watching them all laugh and pull Christmas crackers!
I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I always have felt this way but lately it's more obvious. I didn't belong with my friends at secondary school and I don't fit in with anyone at uni either. I have a couple of friends to hang around with but I'm never part of a tight knit group. The group I used to hang around with at secondary school all sees eachother but not me. They know eachother so well and they call eachother all the time and meet up almost everyday. I'm jealous of that, even if they accepted me into their group I still wouldn't be a legit part of it if that makes sense! The people I see most often are two people, one who I've known 15 years, who I only see on the weekend (to get drunk). But those two are joined at the hip and I'm just a mutual friend of theirs, I don't have much in common with them and I don't share their history despite knowing them so long. I feel lonely, because I don't have a close bond with anyone. I really envy these groups of people, I always feel like I'm outside their metaphorical house looking through the window watching them all laugh and pull Christmas crackers!
Welcome to my world....
I remember it was so hard when I noticed I didn't really belong anywhere. An eternal stranger. I'm still there, with the difference that now I accepted it.
Luckily you're not like me and that's just temporary.
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