I feel like I don't belong anywhere. I always have felt this way but lately it's more obvious. I didn't belong with my friends at secondary school and I don't fit in with anyone at uni either. I have a couple of friends to hang around with but I'm never part of a tight knit group. The group I used to hang around with at secondary school all sees eachother but not me. They know eachother so well and they call eachother all the time and meet up almost everyday. I'm jealous of that, even if they accepted me into their group I still wouldn't be a legit part of it if that makes sense! The people I see most often are two people, one who I've known 15 years, who I only see on the weekend (to get drunk). But those two are joined at the hip and I'm just a mutual friend of theirs, I don't have much in common with them and I don't share their history despite knowing them so long. I feel lonely, because I don't have a close bond with anyone. I really envy these groups of people, I always feel like I'm outside their metaphorical house looking through the window watching them all laugh and pull Christmas crackers!