How are you feeling?

IGotSeoul

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depressed. i just saw a photo of my high school sweetheart and damn does he look amazing. *sigh* lost love...

oh yeah.. I've been there. she's off with the valedictorian, captain of the football team and president of the student council guy.

but good for her, life goes on and there are far more important things than 'what could of been', such as 'what could be'.
 
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MrJones

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depressed. i just saw a photo of my high school sweetheart and damn does he look amazing. *sigh* lost love...
I never watch old photos, it only bring more bad feelings ::(:

But like IGotSeoul says:
life goes on and there are far more important things than 'what could of been', such as 'what could be'.

Sorry I quote just the previous post, but I couldn't say it better. I love it. Let's move on!
 
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Ive got the distinct feeling that my professor is going to murder me some day o_O
 
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If he finally accepts my bribes yeah..... err... you won't supposed to hear that! *darts into the shadows* :D

What are you doing to make you think he'll feel that way?

Get back here you rascally lemur! >:|

Na its a she and because she said in lab today that lab always makes her feel violent. All the science professors in my school are strange. One chem professor comes in dressed like Moses and has a staff to boot. Students say he comes in and holds up his hands like he parting the Red Sea.
 

Nyxy

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I went from feeling completely socially awkward the other day, when my housemates somehow managed to talk about my homemade tamagoyaki for ten minutes and how it was so weird, to feeling great today since my boyfriend is coming up to see me from Bothell (kinda in a long-distance relationship) and I just bought chocolate/tiramisu cupcakes from a local bakery. :D
 
Yesterday, I was excited when I applied for a job at the APL. Now I'm terrified that I applied for a job at the APL. I've had a handful of interviews since I quit my last job, and I've bailed on every one of them. Part of me wants to right this, but the other part is just scared.
 

Dead_on_Arrival

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Yesterday, I was excited when I applied for a job at the APL. Now I'm terrified that I applied for a job at the APL. I've had a handful of interviews since I quit my last job, and I've bailed on every one of them. Part of me wants to right this, but the other part is just scared.

You can do anything you set your mind to. I was terrified about speaking to my wife and it has worked out better than I could possibly have imagined. I have started Uni, which a couple of months ago freaked the hell out of me but I now know how easy it is and that I can do it.

Have faith in yourself and your ability.:)
 
I feel disappointed in myself.

My boyfriend told me that have loved me, and all I could do is pause and make a stupid joke out of fear. I didn't mean to. I tried to recover and say it back, but all I could do is try to push to words out when my mouth open. I couldn't.

He said that he had noticed I couldn't say it back. I seemed understanding about it, but it's just not fair to him. I do feel it, but I can't can't verbally express it.

I don't why it is this hard.
 
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I feel disappointed in myself.

My boyfriend told me that have loved me, and all I could do is pause and make a stupid joke out of fear. I didn't mean to. I tried to recover and say it back, but all I could do is try to push to words out when my mouth open. I couldn't.

He said that he had noticed I couldn't say it back. I seemed understanding about it, but it's just not fair to him. I do feel it, but I can't can't verbally express it.

I don't why it is this hard.

If its not something you're used to saying then I can understand why it would be hard. Like its easier for me to say it to my mom than my dad. And saying it to a lover would be much more difficult.
 

Agent_Violet

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Melancholy. I think the rain is getting to me...or maybe it's the overdose of Jane Eyre and Pride n Prejudice I've been reading the last few hours....yeah...I read two books at a time. What.
 

Phoenixx

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I feel disappointed in myself.

My boyfriend told me that have loved me, and all I could do is pause and make a stupid joke out of fear. I didn't mean to. I tried to recover and say it back, but all I could do is try to push to words out when my mouth open. I couldn't.

He said that he had noticed I couldn't say it back. I seemed understanding about it, but it's just not fair to him. I do feel it, but I can't can't verbally express it.

I don't why it is this hard.
^ I agree with Pips. If it's not something you regularly say, then it's going to be hard.

There's quite a few things that I find hard to talk about/say in person, and that includes saying "I Love You". I've never said it to my parents, and my parents have never really said it to my brother and I growing up. It's weird, but we've never really expressed ourselves like that. And of course I've never been in a relationship or anything either where I'd say it.

That's another thing that's hard for me to talk about in person, relationships, dating, crushes, etc. I feel incredibly awkward talking about it, not to mention embarrassed. I've always been like this, not sure why (inexperience certainly doesn't help). I don't mind talking about it here though. :)
 
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