How are you feeling?

I just applied for a job with the APL. Holla! 🙂 🙂

I still don't remember the lyrics to that song, though. 🙁

afraid to say i hate my job because the next assignment could be worse. it will be over in 3.5 weeks.

superfluouslyme said: ↑

I still don't remember the lyrics to that song, though. 🙁

I finally found it! Hallelujah!

I feel like I really don't want to get out of bed and get ready for work. 😠

I'm feeling hopeful and like now is the time to start pushing for the life i want

Sad..
but not sad for myself.. sad that I dont have enough time to do everything that I want to do...or should do. Sad that I might be making the wrong decisions..and I feel sad because everything that is important to me, will one day be gone...

I feel alone :/

i have PMS: parked motorcycle syndrome. this damn rain is ruining the best riding time of the year here.

Feeling pretty okay. Things are going very well so far. Commuting by train feels special (I don't know why, don't ask), and it's fun.

It's a bummer I have to get up so early, but then again I've always liked getting up early after I get past the initial drowsiness and grumpiness. It feels like you're getting more accomplished, squeezing more out of life.

So far, so good 🙂

Today, I feel remarkably good. I got up early enough to get myself and my son ready before he goes to school and I go to work. Having plenty of time and not rushing really helps alleviate some of my anxiety. I should do this every day!🙂

Woke up today and suddenly realized that, despite my mental health issues, I am living in a gorgeous old apartment by myself that I decorated with things I think are beautiful, I have a wonderful cat, and I am in charge of my own life. I have enough money to go to restaurants and buy antiques, I have a best friend I see a couple times a week, my bills are all going to be paid from now on (thanks, SSI!) and my child/teenage self would honestly be proud of me.

ShyKiwi said: ↑

Sad..
but not sad for myself.. sad that I dont have enough time to do everything that I want to do...or should do. Sad that I might be making the wrong decisions..and I feel sad because everything that is important to me, will one day be gone...

I've taken bad decisions in the past. I'm still suffering some of them, but I could manage to fix others. You have to try to stay positive, because things can really get better. There is still time.

I know it's not the thread but, random thought: I like kiwifruits 😛

pinata said: ↑

I feel alone :/

Oh yeah, this. All the time...
I know this site says that "You Are Not Alone", but sometimes it's not enough :🙁:

Lonely
Depressed
Anxious

cesgrandsyeux said: ↑

Lonely
Depressed
Anxious

Hey what's wrong? Something bad at school?

Having a really bad headache,i feel awful!

FriendlessGirl said: ↑

Hey what's wrong? Something bad at school?

Lots of bad things at school.

cesgrandsyeux said: ↑

Lots of bad things at school.

Ah that can be tough,hang in there dear and you can talk to me if you want to.

Pissed off, to be honest. My depression is back. Comedy doesn't seem to help right now. Slightly worried about my dad. My mother's being fairly unsupportive as usual. :🙁: I feel as though she doesn't care about how I'm feeling. She just pushes me away, and ignores me everytime I try and open up about my depression. Which is f***ing frustrating. 😠

Relaxed. The library was closed today so I don't have work (and don't have to see those obnoxious skater guys for the day 😀)

Having a bad day today... :🙁: