Nyxy

Thanks. xD I just wanted to let people to know that there's certainly more than just the "sink or swim" approach.

I really liked what you had to say about surrender.

Hey, Thanks for accepting my friend request

Haha xD, well the only one out of that list I really recognize is Cowboy Bebop but I never got to see the movie. As for my favorite show, it was a really short one but I liked this one called Historys Strongest Disciple Kenichi. Mostly because it was funny as hell. I would watch it on Netflix whenever I needed a good laugh lol. As for career plans Im not too sure at the moment. I was thinking of something in pharmacy but I need to talk to my advisor about it. But with the way they're killing me in school right now I dont know how to feel about it >.< Seriously I was at school today until 8pm with the chemistry tutor

Ha sorry for turning my wall off, I forgot I was talking with you. I was just upset with someone and didnt want them contacting me >.<

Yep and Im a bio major too, I just started however since tied up in the military. And yeah I like anime. You have a favorite?

I have read quite a lot into the nihilistic side of things and understand that it can be viewed in a positive way as in 'life is what you make it' (sorry about the Hannah Montana lyrics there), which links in to the existentialist view of 'It is the experience of life which is the point of life', but unfortunately my brain doesn't seem to accept it. I am trying to overcome this and am working with my therapist to change my views but at the moment it's hard to do.
Sorry for the long winded, had to send it in two parts.

Hi Nyxy, I had never heard of it till my therapist mentioned it after we did an imaginary exposure to my worst fears and feelings. I tend not to have these kind of thoughts until I am in a slump feeling depressed or anxious. My situation is I don't really believe in the ideals of humanity or life in general. To me life and existance are meaningless in the grand scheme of things and if there is nothing to look forward to after death why are we here in the first place. These kind of thoughts are the ones that make me suicidal at my lowest times but I have a tremendous fear of death which is why I have never given in to the thoughts in the past. However, now is a different situation, I have a daughter who I love dearly so I wouldn't end it all for her sake.

Are you a biology major?