How are you feeling?

[MrJones]

It's when I hear things like this that I actually feel embarrassed to be a man. :: I'm cringing at the thought that anyone could actually open their mouths and say something like that. How could anyone fail to be offended and patronised by a comment like that?

Pathetic people, everywhere. I better close my eyes.

 

[thegunners21]

The conflict was him wanting something from me.. And that's the story of my life. Trust me I do know they don't seem like real friends. Happens to me all the time. People are friends with me to have sex with me or have a relationship with me or anything inbetween. Something I just have to learn to deal with. Makes no sense and makes me damn mad. One friend told me the other day "if you ever need to talk about anything you know I am 110% interested because you're so hot" so yeah that's great. People usually don't care about me having this problem with guys cause they think I'm complaining about attention, but It really ends up making you feel like worthless crap, no one cares what's on the inside

People like that will always exist, who only see others as a resource whom they can use for sex or money.
But yeah, i am kinda appalled at that friend saying that he will listen to you because you're hot. I guess there are trade-offs involved with being good looking, which makes you think that everyone in this world(rich, poor, ugly, goodlooking) get their share of problems, and that no one is better off than someone else.

 

[Rembrandt Broam]

Left behind.

Also...

Inferior
Inadequate
Bitter (against people I do not want to feel bitter towards)
Depressed
Numb
Inferior (so much so that it's worth listing twice)
Tired

I think I should just go to bed.

 

[planemo]

slipping into mind numbing boredom.

 

[superfluouslyme]

^It's ok if you don't want to. Anyway there is someone else who wants to hug you:

In a Herbert voice: "You're startin' to piss me off, you piggly son of a bitch! Call me!"

My leg feels a lot better. The swelling is going down, but it still itches.

 

[Honk]

I'm feeling hurt, because people I used to be close with don't want to have anything to do with me anymore.
It's all my fault, since I broke up contact, so I can't really blame them, but these guys know about my problems with depression (one of them is a former flatmate) which made me think they might be a bit more understanding.
In fact, people I haven't been that close to, have been more understanding...

 

[vexatiousmind]

I'm feeling hurt, because people I used to be close with don't want to have anything to do with me anymore.
It's all my fault, since I broke up contact, so I can't really blame them, but these guys know about my problems with depression (one of them is a former flatmate) which made me think they might be a bit more understanding.
In fact, people I haven't been that close to, have been more understanding...

I had this problem. I hid my depression from my best friends, and would basically disappear when I felt depressed.
Then I cut off contact, and haven't spoken to them in about 3 years.
Don't do that::

 

[Honk]

You edged me out , so far I only have lost contact with a friend for 1,5 years and with my former flatmate for about 6 months.
But my ex-flatmate invited me to china (he lifes there now) and I didn't respond...
...yeah I'd be angry too...

But like I said I didn't hide my depression from them in general, I just didn't tell them at the time, but they knew that I had been through it before.

 

[Illusions]

Content for now...

 

[Phoenixx]

Content, for once today. And tired.

 

[doubleM]

totally down in the dumps. like garbage. like my life is just worthless. things never change.

 

[zav943]

Since the last time I was here 5+ months ago, I have graduated with honours...I had a brief period of relief when my mom was here, visiting me for a month. I spent everyday with here....

Since she left last week, I relapsed very hard. I am back to spending Saturday nights feeling sorry for myself, back to gaining weight, back to thinking about how miserable, lonely, fearful and unloved I am...thinking about how my future is whithering away because I am very alone, very vulnerable and very helpless.

I'm sorry to ruin the mood of this thread...I just wanted to get this off my chest.

 

[gazelle]

Trapped in my room & nonexistent to the world.I need to get out of this prison and start being.

 

[Thundercats]

Trapped in my room & nonexistent to the world.I need to get out of this prison and start being.

I completely feel like this too.

 

[EnigmatiConduit]

It's when I hear things like this that I actually feel embarrassed to be a man. :: I'm cringing at the thought that anyone could actually open their mouths and say something like that. How could anyone fail to be offended and patronised by a comment like that?

I suppose he thought somehow it were a compliment - funny that.

@EnigmatiConduit- Yeah thats one of the trade offs to being attractive to a large number of people. Yeah it may make more people be nice to you, but on the other hand, they may care very little about who you are as a person. You would run into the same problem if you were rich. But the fact that you're emotionally vulnerable puts a big bulls-eye on you. Once you become more confident and independent people will be less able to use you for anything.

People don't really see my emotional vulnerability, it's only shown when i want it shown. No one is able to use me for anything... people will always say what they want, do what they want - not anything i can change or control, but they get nothing.

I guess there are trade-offs involved with being good looking, which makes you think that everyone in this world(rich, poor, ugly, goodlooking) get their share of problems, and that no one is better off than someone else.

Yes, that's very very right.

 

[Magicmuffin]

Im feeling sleepy now -w-

 

[Danfalc]

Okay, I had a really nice but random day yesterday. A friend of a friend ending up taking me to hospital which I thought would be awkward, but he was really cool.

We went for a quite drink, and bumped into a couple he knew, ended up back at their's, and it just felt so relaxed, and normally I struggle round strangers. So proud of myself and it almost makes up for the disaster that was Friday.

 

[Paahi]

I feel ok.

 

[pebblesdundee]

Okay, I had a really nice but random day yesterday. A friend of a friend ending up taking me to hospital which I thought would be awkward, but he was really cool.

We went for a quite drink, and bumped into a couple he knew, ended up back at their's, and it just felt so relaxed, and normally I struggle round strangers. So proud of myself and it almost makes up for the disaster that was Friday.

Well done!

 

[T T T]

Quite good actually. Going out for the first time in a week or so, looking forward to some fresh air.