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Quelqu'un

Quelqu'un

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My head is throbbing! Ok, so I'm going to the Italian Riviera on Saturday, very excited about that, but also super anxious because I will have to "expose" myself on the beach, which makes me feel uber uncomfortable. It's a total catch 22 - love the beach, but hate wearing a bathing suit. Plus I'm going with a large group of people, and I only know two of them, and barely. Anyway, I went to the mall to look for a bathing suit, didn't find anything good. To make a long story short, as I was turning to go down the ramp to the first parking level, I scratched up the side of the car pretty good on the wall (it's my aunt/uncle's car). It sucks because I'm so careful with other people's things, and I feel absolutely horrible that this happened. D*** Belgium and it's narrow streets/parking spaces/everything! Just when I thought I was getting the hang of driving around here. No wonder people buy those funny little Smart cars. So, overall, not the best of days. But tomorrow is another day, and I know it will be better. Back to the mall for round two of swimsuit shopping, whoop de doo, but this time I'm parking on the first level!
 
Kathryn.fr

Kathryn.fr

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Today I felt like running into traffic. I almost did. Last night I felt the same way, I lied to my roomate when she asked if I was okay because normally when I get pretty and spend so much time in the bathroom I'm going outside. I told her abot an hour ago. I think I'm okay now..
 
Kathryn.fr

Kathryn.fr

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Aww thank you. [: Yeah, it is scary. Like, I keep imagining, what would I think once I realized it's over. Or, right before that first car hits me, and the face the person has once they hit me. It scares me that I even think about doing it. I should tell my therapist, but if I do that he'll take me off my hormones because they can cause depression and suicidal thoughts. I think loneliness is just getting the best of me. I need to take a few steps back o.o
 
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Beatrice

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Woke up with vomit on my pillow and blanket..... gross. I have no recollection of it either. First time I got that drunk, and first time I threw up from it. I can't believe I threw up though! And I can't remember it!!!!

Not sure what that means.

Am I becoming an alcoholic? :/

Edit: Wow, and I even had some alcohol left..... I don't remember what happened. I don't remember blacking out. Butt I don't really have a hangover. And I thought I was susceptible because of my migraines. Hehe. Yay! :3
 
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userremoved

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^Wow Beat you could've died. Just try to know your limits and try not to go to sleep if you get sick again. I know it sounds weird but I usually sober up again before I lie down.
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

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I don't think it means you are an alcholic, if you've only done it once, Beatrice. Hope you recover from the hangover quickly

I've woken up like that a few times, back in my college days after bachelor and spinsters balls. I was a melancholy drunk. Oh dear, some embarrasinng memories.
 
pebblesdundee

pebblesdundee

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Worried

Harvey ate a grass seed earlier, so ate some grass to make himself sick. I let him, because he was uncomfortable. Then he wouldn't stop eating grass, he was sick on the way home from the walk, and he keeps retching and coughing.

::(:
 
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Rembrandt Broam

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vj288 said:
My stomach hurts. It sure hurt more, but I'm convinced I have the most powerful immune system in the world. Or no, just my body has a will power unmatched to me mentally. I bet you could shoot me and I regenerate all Claire Bennet Style. :cool:::(:
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Ah, suddenly your username makes sense.

"My name is vj, and this is attempt number 288..." :)

(Seriously though, I hope your stomach is feeling better.)
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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^Beat

I don't know how much you had or what u did - it means you just can't handle alcohol as well. Maybe partly due to your meds as well. But - definitely gotta watch it blacking out is never good.
 
Deus_Ex_Lemur

Deus_Ex_Lemur

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I don't know why last few days I've been swayed by my mood so much. Just like a wave and I let carry me away. Why is it so hard to not let your mood dictate your actions/thoughts?
 
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