How are you feeling?

[Sinar_Matahari]

Disenchanted. I may be free from my illusions, but I don't feel so free...if that makes any sense. I seriously need to learn how to deal with disapointment and not let it follow me around. Oh, screw it. I'm not in the mood to let this get to me.

 

[ilmatross]

happy. most likely a false sense of it.

just scored some painkillers and i know the buzz they give, i will feel like I belong for a couple hours

i know its not healthy, but 4 hours for one day is better then none for a week.

 

[EasySkanking]

I feel like killing myself... I just don't have the need or the nerve to do it :/... would be nice not to exist for a momment though... might just take a nap

 

[dottie]

dreading going out tonight. why did i say yes? i just want to have a quiet night alone with my phone OFF. totally alone. no BS. no noise. this is why i don't have kids. god i love my cat.

 

[beals]

I feel like killing myself... I just don't have the need or the nerve to do it :/... would be nice not to exist for a momment though... might just take a nap

Bad day? *hugs*

I feel kinda down because I had a lab today and my group totally shunned me for whatever reason, even though I TRIED to be social. I didn't even get to do any of the experiment, I felt like an idiot. Will not be sitting next to them next time!

 

[petrified eyes]

Mentally fatigued. I have to stop with these negative thoughts, all this self-critical BS. People bitching at me all the time doesn't help. The more people tell me I'm lazy or I'm a jerk, the more I'm inclined to believe it. I try, I try hard but it's never good enough for them. I've had enough of it. I think it's time I moved, to the country maybe. A fresh start will do me good, I know the fresh air will.

 

[EasySkanking]

^Sad to hear beals ... god if such a thing happened in front of me nowadays, I'd kick everyone's asses who did the rejecting and hug the hell out of you . Careful though, don't think I'd ever let you go

 

[fife_girl]

I feel like killing myself... I just don't have the need or the nerve to do it :/... would be nice not to exist for a momment though... might just take a nap

i hope ur feelin ok now?

 

[EasySkanking]

Yeah, thank you .

 

[EasySkanking]

I think I need a break from this site... can't spend my afternoons on the computer instead of doing something more productive. I just spend too much time here... nothing wrong with being on here if used in moderation - see you all in a week and a hafl! Will miss you

 

[AimeeSP]

Slowly getting tired, good job too its 2:40am.

I think I need a break from this site... can't spend my afternoons on the computer instead of doing something more productive. I just spend too much time here... nothing wrong with being on here if used in moderation - see you all in a week and a hafl! Will miss you

Have a nice week and a half break hehehe! Maybe just go on an hour or so before you sleep so you can do things during the day?

 

[beals]

^Sad to hear beals ... god if such a thing happened in front of me nowadays, I'd kick everyone's asses who did the rejecting and hug the hell out of you . Careful though, don't think I'd ever let you go

Aw! Definitely the sweetest thing I have heard all week! I feel good now.

 

[Sial Axetder]

I'm finished, okay, done, hands up, all done, I'm fine.
Now where's the trigger?
No, seriously, I'm fine.

 

[Tiercel]

Anxious. Getting things ready for weekend camping trip tomorrow. I'll take some pics, have some fun, and be back Sunday night.

I hope I can get to sleep tonight....

 

[Sial Axetder]

Anxious. Getting things ready for weekend camping trip tomorrow. I'll take some pics, have some fun, and be back Sunday night.

I hope I can get to sleep tonight....

Camping, sounds nice. You do the outdoors in tents kind of deal?

I've got a potential paint ball/woods ball trip in November I think. Its going to hurt. All outdoors, shoot some guns. Lee Enfield 303, what a kick. Would like own/fire an M1 Garand though. (not a gun nut, know those two, that's it).

 

[sevenroses]

Pretty damn positive just starting my 2 days off

 

[phasingk]

today i felt content, embarrassed, sad, and then content again

 

[BlueDays]

Tired. I am losing the momentum I had.::

 

[ilmatross]

lonely, depressed, and high as hell.

 

[planemo]

I've felt better. But knowing that my good days are all behind me, and even so there wasn't that many, I do feel a little let down and betrayed - by life and myself.