I feel like crap. I need to stop neglecting myself and start eating more regularly. I need to consume at least 3000 calories a day; not 500-1000 like at the present moment.
I've forgotten how to smile, i can't even fake it anymore. ::
I've only taken less than a month's worth of anti-depressant (and it was for insomnia Remeron)... I found that while it does make me calmer, it also makes me feel... I don't know. Less alive I guess. Hard to describe.
Do you feel that way too with your higher dosage?
suicidal.. lost..i so ****ing hate my life.. the doctor in whom i had a lot of confidence is not helping me..im so scared :/ i am missing out on school, tests.. anbd my doctor is telling me.. go to school, u can do it, i believe in u.. wtf. what kind of transperent therapy is that :/
Yeah it never helps when you just get told stuff like that. It's like someone saying "Cheer up" when you're at your lowest. Have you spoken to your therapist about how you're finding the treatment?
He only see's me like once a month cuz he's retired and i pay him good for it..he does no therapy with me.. just tells me stuff sometimes, he has helped (he is a very respected doctor but i need somone who can always be there and RLY treat me.. cuz every year its the same :/
and no one can rly help me.. smthg is bothering me now and i cant figure out what it is :/
sry for the captivity of negativity
ty kiaraHave u thinking about changing your doctor? Don't waste your money if u think that u are not on the same 'wavelength' and that he can't help u. This stuff he is tellling u... that my mum tells me every day for free lol..
In the past I also visited 2 doctors..they didn't do me any good..now I'm sorry that I didn't find new one..every doctor has a different aproach so try to change the doctor..you can't lose anything and now you are loosing your money..
ask him to recommend a psychiatrist i can see mor eoften and group therapy.. that is all I can do I guess..
school is a huge problem now :/