How are you feeling?

[Opaline]

I'm feeling good, but a bit on edge. I got a job at a pet store. Yay! But now begins my climb back into society and being an employee. It all makes me very nervous.

Congratulations! That sounds really fun, are you excited to work around animals?

I'm a little jealous to be honest!

 

[Phoenixx]

I don't know I'm lost for words

Long story that's been going on for 3+ yrs but for the mistake of passing it off as nothing it might turn out to be humans deadly enemy cancer I have a doctor's appointment Friday can't be *** to go I have made my peace and if it is what it is I will be refusing treatment

^ I saw another post in which you described a couple symptoms on another thread. I think you really should go to the doctor. You're not sure 100% that it is cancer. It might even be something else, something very much treatable. I just don't want you to suffer, as you've already put up with whatever this is for 3+ years now. :sad:

I'm feeling good, but a bit on edge. I got a job at a pet store. Yay! But now begins my climb back into society and being an employee. It all makes me very nervous.

^ Congrats! (again) I understand how you feel. As desperate as I am for a job and want to work, a part of me is still afraid to getting back into that loop of society and becoming an employee once more.

 

[Rawz]

I've been feeling so tired and run down lately. :\

 

[ukmale]

^ I saw another post in which you described a couple symptoms on another thread. I think you really should go to the doctor. You're not sure 100% that it is cancer. It might even be something else, something very much treatable. I just don't want you to suffer, as you've already put up with whatever this is for 3+ years now. :sad:


^ Congrats! (again) I understand how you feel. As desperate as I am for a job and want to work, a part of me is still afraid to getting back into that loop of society and becoming an employee once more.

Friday today 11am I have a appointment but there like a heaviness in my lungs in my stomach but fingers crossed hey but I don't have much hope I don't think

 

[Kiwong]

Whenever I find life hard, complicated, and impossible to understand, I know I am getting out there and trying to live. Whenever, life is beige, uncomplicated and safe I know I have given up on living.

 

[MikeyC]

I'm scared of facing tomorrow, another day of loneliness and sadness. I just wish this night never ends.

Sorry you're feeling lonely, Srijita. It's never a nice feeling. Big hugs to you.

I'm feeling good, but a bit on edge. I got a job at a pet store. Yay! But now begins my climb back into society and being an employee. It all makes me very nervous.

You'll do great! :thumbup:

 

[Graeme1988]

Just found out that ma 10 year old cousin has - or possibly has - anorexia. :sad: F**kin' shite ! Ah mean, why the f**k should a 10 year old lassie be worryin' aboot summit like "being fat", at her age? :thumbdown: Ach! Ah don't know... f**kin' depressin', so it is.

 

[vickiekitties]

Just found out that ma 10 year old cousin has - or possibly has - anorexia. :sad: F**kin' shite ! Ah mean, why the f**k should a 10 year old lassie be worryin' aboot summit like "being fat", at her age? :thumbdown: Ach! Ah don't know... f**kin' depressin', so it is.

Most of the girls on the eating disorder website I frequent are about 15, it's pretty crazy. Hopefully she'll grow out of it before damaging her body too much.

 

[Graeme1988]

Most of the girls on the eating disorder website I frequent are about 15, it's pretty crazy. Hopefully she'll grow out of it before damaging her body too much.

Nothin' personal, but why frequent an eating disorder website - it's not a pro-ana website?

Sorry... am just still kinda upset about ma cousin. :sad:

Aye, hopefully... Quite depressin'. Considerin' ma cousin's not fat - but then ah know that a common thing with eatin' disorders. Hopefully, ma cousin'll get counselin' before things get outta control.

 

[Srijita52]

Sorry you're feeling lonely, Srijita. It's never a nice feeling. Big hugs to you.

Thanks Mikey. I hope you're doing great.

 

[Phoenixx]

I'm stuck feeling lazy and not wanting to do a single thing, but at the same time wanting to accomplish everything. It's weird.

 

[JuiceB]

I'm stuck feeling lazy and not wanting to do a single thing, but at the same time wanting to accomplish everything. It's weird.

I've been that way for awhile now. So much I want/need to do but too lethargic to do it.

 

[Erick1]

I feel ok.. wish i could skype with someone though or just chat

 

[MikeyC]

I feel like I need to vent, but not sure how to really put this.

Self-sabotage seems to be something I continuously do - whether it be mental or physical. While I'm still relatively happy, depression has set in at the moment. I know exactly what to put it down to, as well - poor diet and lack of sleep. However, I continue to eat shit and get less than seven hours per night. I just ate a whole pizza and I devoured an entire Kit Kat block earlier. Why do I keep doing these things, knowing the physical and psychological effects it does to me? It boggles the mind.

I keep saying I'll get back on track with all of this, but I never do. And when I do, I fall off again. Why? Lack of will? No support? It's easy? All excuses in the end. I know I can do better and I need to do better.

I'm also just about to delete Facebook again, hopefully for the last time. Maybe with that not in my life, I can focus on other things. Hopefully.

Maybe I just need some more sleep.

 

[Kiwong]

You're not the only one MikeyC, my diet's shit, I put off making the changes that I know might help. The time of the most positive change came out of necessity, things got so bad.

You are taking steps towards change, it's easy to lose site of that

 

[MikeyC]

You're not the only one MikeyC, my diet's shit, I put off making the changes that I know might help. The time of the most positive change came out of necessity, things got so bad.

You are taking steps towards change, it's easy to lose site of that

I guess, but I'm such a yo-yo dieter. I can't stick with it before the lure of chocolate/sugar returns. It's infuriating that I'm so addicted, even though I know I have gone without it before.

I'm sure you'll get back into it as well, mate.

 

[jc972]

I feel like I need to vent, but not sure how to really put this.

Self-sabotage seems to be something I continuously do - whether it be mental or physical. While I'm still relatively happy, depression has set in at the moment. I know exactly what to put it down to, as well - poor diet and lack of sleep. However, I continue to eat shit and get less than seven hours per night. I just ate a whole pizza and I devoured an entire Kit Kat block earlier. Why do I keep doing these things, knowing the physical and psychological effects it does to me? It boggles the mind.

I keep saying I'll get back on track with all of this, but I never do. And when I do, I fall off again. Why? Lack of will? No support? It's easy? All excuses in the end. I know I can do better and I need to do better.

I'm also just about to delete Facebook again, hopefully for the last time. Maybe with that not in my life, I can focus on other things. Hopefully.

Maybe I just need some more sleep.

I deleted facebook once, like a year and a half ago. Haven't looked back. Life is so much easier now.

 

[MikeyC]

I deleted facebook once, like a year and a half ago. Haven't looked back. Life is so much easier now.

Well done. :thumbup:

 

[Phoenixx]

I feel like I need to vent, but not sure how to really put this.

Self-sabotage seems to be something I continuously do - whether it be mental or physical. While I'm still relatively happy, depression has set in at the moment. I know exactly what to put it down to, as well - poor diet and lack of sleep. However, I continue to eat shit and get less than seven hours per night. I just ate a whole pizza and I devoured an entire Kit Kat block earlier. Why do I keep doing these things, knowing the physical and psychological effects it does to me? It boggles the mind.

I keep saying I'll get back on track with all of this, but I never do. And when I do, I fall off again. Why? Lack of will? No support? It's easy? All excuses in the end. I know I can do better and I need to do better.

I'm also just about to delete Facebook again, hopefully for the last time. Maybe with that not in my life, I can focus on other things. Hopefully.

Maybe I just need some more sleep.

^ It is so easy to get hooked on unhealthy habits. After all, a lot of the things that are unhealthy for us tend to give us temporary happiness without us having to do much of anything, which makes them so easy to fall right back into again and again. Being surrounded by the sort with the people around you doesn't always help either.

Maybe training your brain will help? Really reading (not following what the media tells you, but actual health articles) about what your body should have and what impacts certain habits can have might give you a push in the right direction...? I know that works for me, as I'm a studious person anyway, always willing to learn something new, but it might be different for you. Plus you know me, I like this stuff and have no choice but to go with it anyways. :B

I hope you can get yourself back on the right track and feeling good again. If you need any help at all, I'm only a text away. :thumbup:

 

[MikeyC]

^ It is so easy to get hooked on unhealthy habits. After all, a lot of the things that are unhealthy for us tend to give us temporary happiness without us having to do much of anything, which makes them so easy to fall right back into again and again. Being surrounded by the sort with the people around you doesn't always help either.

Maybe training your brain will help? Really reading (not following what the media tells you, but actual health articles) about what your body should have and what impacts certain habits can have might give you a push in the right direction...? I know that works for me, as I'm a studious person anyway, always willing to learn something new, but it might be different for you. Plus you know me, I like this stuff and have no choice but to go with it anyways. :B

I hope you can get yourself back on the right track and feeling good again. If you need any help at all, I'm only a text away. :thumbup:

I tend not to read health articles because some will contradict others, but I do know that eating lots of fruits and vegetables is good, and lots of fats, sugars, and oils isn't. Yeah, you have no choice in this matter, but at least it means you've learned a lot from your experiences.

Thanks for the kind words, Phoenixx. :thumbup: