How are you feeling?

J

jaim38

Well-known member
Today I had a conference call with 3 people! I had to give an overview of my organization, which I did, but the beginning was just terrible! My voice was shaking and my face was red hot like a tomato! It was seriously one of the WORST episodes of SA I've ever had! My mind was screaming "I wanna quit now!" and I feel like I was shaking myself to death! But somewhere along the way, I calmed down. I regained my composure and was able to finish my speech without messing up.

Thank goodness there was another colleague who had my back. Otherwise I'd be screwed!

But then I heard a tiny fib that my colleague told. I totally gasped and just sat in silence. I did not even correct her, because I don't know what to say! What should I say?

But overall, it went well!
 
S

Scandic123

Well-known member
There was a meeting at my school, at which me and my classmates, our parents and our teachers were present. We were not allowed to sit with our own parents, so the situation was pretty awkward. Of course we had to speak up and introduce ourselves, but luckily we didn't have to say that much. Me and my classmates had in groups prepared some entertainment, and at one point I went all red and I sweated much more than I usually do when I'm nervous. Now I'm just relieved that it's over and on friday a one-week school holiday begins.
 
Kiwong

Kiwong

Well-known member
Went looking for an endemic plant species, in the sandstone country near where I live. Found it just on sunset, and it was flowering. The last time I visited that site was 19 years ago.
 
BlackPuma

BlackPuma

1
Nervous. My brother's ex girlfriends keep driving by the house to intimidate his new one (whom lives with us for the time being). They themselves don't intimidate me, but I'm terrified that because of this conflict they'll somehow leave the front door open and end up getting my cats run over or something.

Security in my own home seems like too much to ask. It's ALWAYS f***ing something with these people.. Ugh.
 
Last edited:
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Ach! Pissed off. Fed up wi' family constantly tellin' me tae "say summit funny" - like am just this aloof, daft, eejit who apparently "...says amusing things". Yet, ah don't think am funny. If I am, it's unintentional. Given ma deadpan Scottish tone o' voice. Ah know this should considered a positive compliment. But it's no' really tae me. Because it's just says, tae me, that, at ma depressive worst, ma family neither support or take me seriously. Naebody take me seriously. :sad:

Doesnae exactly help that am still grievin' fur ma dad. Or mibbe am just grievin' huvin' never hud that typical "father-son" relationship Unfortunately n' ironically, ah've recently came tae realisation that am more like ma dad - in terms of personality - than ah previously thought... which is kinda upsettin'. :crying: So isnae just the appearance. Weird how ye hear people sometimes say that auld cliché that they'll "never turn intae their parents" when they inevitably do.

Sorry, am just ramblin' on as per usual.
 
Phoenixx

Phoenixx

Well-known member
Tired and a little irritable. Didn't sleep the best last night and my laziness this week has been making my back hurt. I need to figure out other things to do to get moving, but nothing else seems to even entertain me in the slightest.

I have an appointment to go to today, so maybe a little time out of the house will cheer me up a little.
 
E

eldirith

New member
Frustrated, sick and tired of my negative state of mind, of subduing my mind daily with recreational drugs. Of not even being able to post onto this forum (irony? double irony because i did??) because of all the things i could do wrong (spelling/grammar/right-wrong forum/etc)
 
BlackPuma

BlackPuma

1
Angry beyond reason.

I'm trying to turn my life around - and what I DON'T need is petty fighting when I'm mentally preparing myself to go to work. I NEED this moment in the day to go FLAWLESSLY. But of course there's ALWAYS something that goes on when I'm my most vulnerable.

This makes me so outrageously angry that I just want to scream.
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Nervous... Eh, anxious. Been feelin' quite depressed & irritable fur a few days now. Ah don't know... nae motivation. :sad:

But..on the more positive side o' things, am going tae see Russell Brand's new live stand-up comedy show tonight - nae idea what tae expect. No' sure if that good or bad when it comes tae stand-up comedy? :bigsmile:
 
BlueDays

BlueDays

1
hidwell said:
I'm feeling 40 today.
Click to expand...
^So how does it feel so far? :bigsmile:

BlackPuma said:
Angry beyond reason.

I'm trying to turn my life around - and what I DON'T need is petty fighting when I'm mentally preparing myself to go to work. I NEED this moment in the day to go FLAWLESSLY. But of course there's ALWAYS something that goes on when I'm my most vulnerable.

This makes me so outrageously angry that I just want to scream.
Click to expand...
^It's sad to read that you seem to be living with some very inconsiderate people, puma.:sad:
Are you able to express your frustration at their petty fighting at such a bad time for you?
 
BlackPuma

BlackPuma

1
^ I've tried to, but they're so inconsiderate and stuck in their ways that if something happen it's temporary. It's one of those influences that merely disappear when you physically distance from it. Either they or I would need to move out..
 
Graeme1988

Graeme1988

Hie yer hence from me heath!
Alana.JPEG said:
i feel like i have been murdered
Click to expand...

F**kin' hell! That worryin' - you've no' been stabbed? :eek: Nae worries, am askin' that rhetorically - is that how ye spell that word? Sorry tae hear yer feelin' shite, Alana. Feel better soon darlin'. :thumbup: Aw, Christ! Ah hate goin' tae see a stand-up comedian ah love but huv'nae seen live before. Please be funny, please be funny... :praying:
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top