Feel good! And scared! I've decided to go back to Melbourne for a couple of extra days and spend more time with my lady friend down there. I figured that I have a week of holidays left, and I'll probably just waste them here doing nothing, so why not go back and kiss her some more, right?
I'm scared because 1. This is rather impromptu and not something I do well with, 2. I hope I'm welcomed back (they said I would be, but still...), and 3. What if she decides to get serious and want to have sex? My anxieties are likely to end that pretty fast.
However! Best not to think of everything that can go wrong, and instead focus on everything that can go
right: kissing, snuggling, hanging out with my friend, good food, good drive there and back, and so on. I'm already looking forward to it.