KiaKaha
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Well said. I wish those of us who believed in social justice had more power and influence.
How are you feeling?
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Well said. I wish those of us who believed in social justice had more power and influence.
Roman Legion
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I tend to think of myself as a 1st world refugee.
Again with George Carlin, the politicians are always against street crime unless that street is Wall Street.
truffleshuffle
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Feeling very tired was woke up at about midnight to a blocked number on my cell. I didn't answer because I know every number who would be calling and they didn't leave a voice message. Probably wrong number. Then I had very strang dreams of people standing over me and talking. It seemed so real!, it happend all night.
Graeme1988
Hie yer hence from me heath!
Insignificant. Indifferent. Forever being made to feel self-conscious by ma family about the fact that I'm don't talk much, and am awfully quiet. :idontknow: Then there's the usually patronising ritual humilation. Constantly feelin' I should apologise for the way I am - being introverted an' all.
But then it doesnae really make me want tae talk more. Actually, it makes me want to be left alone. If people are gonnae have an issue with me no' talkin' much then, please, just don't waste yer time or mine by tryin' to engage me in conversation. Am socially inept when comes to maintaining a conversation
Sorry been feelin' really f**kin' depressed, lately :sad:
vj288
not actually Fiona Apple
I hate when a blocked or unfamiliar phone number calls my phone and doesn't leave a voice message, the curiosity drives me nuts! Almost makes me want to pick up the phone, craziness :
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Srijita52
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I know how you feel Greame. Its exactly how I'm feeling now. Ugh I wish I knew how to make things better. If you need to talk my inbox is always open.
truffleshuffle
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Same with me I wondered for awhile till I fell back asleep. I didn't answer because it was 12:30 am and basicly every one who would have called was at the same house. if it would have been during the day I might have answerd it.I hate when a blocked or unfamiliar phone number calls my phone and doesn't leave a voice message, the curiosity drives me nuts! Almost makes me want to pick up the phone, craziness :
JuiceB
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Angry and frustrated. I snapped at one of my supervisors yesterday. I couldn't take it anymore. Whenever I go to work I always do my job and never give anyone trouble. But I am not a mule or a robot. These guys act people who work for them need no rest or food and that we can "plow the fields" nonstop. The only reason this fool has his position is because the owners are his uncles. I was so angry I almost lost my job yesterday with this clown.
Roman Legion
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Feeling like going out an breaking stuff.
JuiceB
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Same reason why a few keys from my keyboard are missing.
Roman Legion
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Yeah, I have successfully been off video games since the day hurricane Sandy hit New York (Whatever date that was, I never keep track of time and oddly enough I get where I need to be when I need to be there..lol). I punched the crap out of my keyboard to the point all the buttons popped out and my fist was bloody (Still have a scab that isn't healed over yet.) and I am still missing some keys, I have no idea where they could have gone and this room is basically empty! :thinking: Breaking things for me or at least trashing stuff is so liberating.
InvisaLady
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Really annoyed with my landlord. He will rent to anyone. We asked that he try to find quiet tenants. But no now we have one that has a barking dog and soon enough will have a screaming baby. The other new neighbor has been playing loud Mexican music for the past 3 hours. I should put on some extra loud Rammstein just to piss them off.
Roman Legion
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dottie
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feel glad to have spent thanksgiving with my family. it was nice to visit. and honestly, it was nice to lay around and eat food, casually, without anyone questioning my presence. i felt like i belonged there. not that i shouldn't... but most of the time i feel like a sore thumb everywhere i go in this world.
this is stupid, but... i also felt that way around my ex, like i belonged. it's the holidays and i miss him terribly, like he should be here with me. although i mention him quite often here, he's not something i speak of in real life. just here. where it is secret. he is my achilles heel. people do ask about him, and quite often but... i have to let it roll off of my back, like i am dusting off my shoulders. ain't no thing. secretly, on the inside... there is a him-shaped hole aching in my heart. i'm trying to exercise him from my life and mind but... it's difficult. anyway. i am probably way too candid on this forum anymore. but i need to get it out somewhere.
this is stupid, but... i also felt that way around my ex, like i belonged. it's the holidays and i miss him terribly, like he should be here with me. although i mention him quite often here, he's not something i speak of in real life. just here. where it is secret. he is my achilles heel. people do ask about him, and quite often but... i have to let it roll off of my back, like i am dusting off my shoulders. ain't no thing. secretly, on the inside... there is a him-shaped hole aching in my heart. i'm trying to exercise him from my life and mind but... it's difficult. anyway. i am probably way too candid on this forum anymore. but i need to get it out somewhere.
Roman Legion
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I feel like I need to get back in the coping mode I was in while student; where I would think as a Vulcan would. I think this is going to be my mission starting today—Pure emotionless, unbiased logic. I would actually pretend I was a Vulcan student in a Star Trek universe and it really helped me keep focus where it needed to be, but was very hard to maintain my last year of high school due to joining the Army, working fast food and having more classes than there were periods in the school day (I took an extra class as an earlybird option.).
EscapeArtist
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those moments are so special. it's contagious just reading that somebody had one of those belonging moments. it's pretty cool that you're able to have that in relationships, too.