Tired, groggy, sad. Might not have the job I applied for and went to the interview for. Looking forward to living with my mother who does nothing but whine and moan about me not having a job because I'm lazy, when I've applied to every place around town (and out of town!), and I'm a seller on eBay for chrissakes (for a while, she was asking me to sell my possessions just to give her the money because 'boohoo, i dont have money for anything... i want nice things!'. Stop buying 2 massive cartons of smokes every two weeks if it's such a problem.)
... yeah, not feelin too great.
I'm sorry, that does seem frustrating. I hope you find a job soon, seems like you're trying really hard as well.
Tired, groggy, sad. Might not have the job I applied for and went to the interview for. Looking forward to living with my mother who does nothing but whine and moan about me not having a job because I'm lazy, when I've applied to every place around town (and out of town!), and I'm a seller on eBay for chrissakes (for a while, she was asking me to sell my possessions just to give her the money because 'boohoo, i dont have money for anything... i want nice things!'. Stop buying 2 massive cartons of smokes every two weeks if it's such a problem.)
... yeah, not feelin too great.
Your mother should understand that you've been trying. Show her your attempts at getting a job. If she still whines and complains about how lazy you are, best thing to do is ignore it and know in your heart that you've done the exact opposite of that.
^ I'm not sure what decision you need to make but I feel your pain! Give it lots & lots & lots of thought and don't rush to decide. I hope a little bulb illuminates soon and you know what to do for the best. 🙂
My nose isn't feeling so happy. Not sure if I'm getting sick or it's just the cold weather (or mold allergy), but my nose has been stuffy and gross and my eyes are puffy and blaaaaarrrgghhh. All my sinuses just feel irritated 🙁
A bit better than earlier, talking to someone when you're depressed sure helps. 🙂
It does, doesn't it. 🙂
I'm feeling pretty good. I called the guy back about the part time job offer. He said he hired two people already, but may be hiring another in a couple of weeks. He told me to call back then. I'm a smidge disappointed that I didn't get it, but also a little relieved, seeing as it was retail and I told myself I wasn't ready for that kind of job again.
Sick to death of this world... So much suffering, so much violence, cruelty and abuse, so many lies, so much death and destruction, so little respect for life... for anything!
People squabble over such petty things, while elsewhere people are being murdered en masse... World, wake up!
Sick to death of this world... So much suffering, so much violence, cruelty and abuse, so many lies, so much death and destruction, so little respect for life... for anything!
People squabble over such petty things, while elsewhere people are being murdered en masse... World, wake up!
I know. Doesn't it make you sick? Most people it seems really dont give a crap about anything but themselves. I think it's important to get active - just doing something nice for people eases some of the ill feelings that this sort of stuff brings....but sometimes....you just want to do something BIGGER and more SIGNIFICANT to make a change.
Dont let it break your heart - your tenderness is your gift. And it eases some of the bleakness and despair in the world.
Sick to death of this world... So much suffering, so much violence, cruelty and abuse, so many lies, so much death and destruction, so little respect for life... for anything!
People squabble over such petty things, while elsewhere people are being murdered en masse... World, wake up!
Not to mention the downtrodden in so called free, industrialised, 1st world nations; people with nowhere else to go are harassed and arrested for simply trying to live their lives despite not having a place to call home. I'm not that bad off right now, but I'm not far from returning to it. George Carlin said it best when he stated that human beings were the only species on Earth that killed for pleasure.
I know. Doesn't it make you sick? Most people it seems really dont give a crap about anything but themselves. I think it's important to get active - just doing something nice for people eases some of the ill feelings that this sort of stuff brings....but sometimes....you just want to do something BIGGER and more SIGNIFICANT to make a change.
Dont let it break your heart - your tenderness is your gift. And it eases some of the bleakness and despair in the world.
I agree, I feel so impotent, I know there is nothing I can do to actually help people on a grand scale... There's precious little I can do on a small scale!
Not to mention the downtrodden in so called free, industrialised, 1st world nations; people with nowhere else to go are harassed and arrested for simply trying to live their lives despite not having a place to call home. I'm not that bad off right now, but I'm not far from returning to it. George Carlin said it best when he stated that human beings were the only species on Earth that killed for pleasure.
Indeed! (and worse besides in so-called "free" societies...)
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