How are you feeling?

Srijita52

Srijita52

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dottie said:
feel glad to have spent thanksgiving with my family. it was nice to visit. and honestly, it was nice to lay around and eat food, casually, without anyone questioning my presence. i felt like i belonged there. not that i shouldn't... but most of the time i feel like a sore thumb everywhere i go in this world.

this is stupid, but... i also felt that way around my ex, like i belonged. it's the holidays and i miss him terribly, like he should be here with me. although i mention him quite often here, he's not something i speak of in real life. just here. where it is secret. he is my achilles heel. people do ask about him, and quite often but... i have to let it roll off of my back, like i am dusting off my shoulders. ain't no thing. secretly, on the inside... there is a him-shaped hole aching in my heart. i'm trying to exercise him from my life and mind but... it's difficult. anyway. i am probably way too candid on this forum anymore. but i need to get it out somewhere.
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I'm glad you had a good time. :)
I'm sorry about your ex, I know its hard. Its okay though, it takes a while.
 
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Productive. I managed to get some things done today, though I feel partially overshadowed by yesterday evening, which wasn't so good. Trying out some new medication, we'll see how it goes.
 
vj288

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
Like something is really bothering me, but I can't figure out what. It's annoying because I can't address something if I don't know what it is.
 
vj288

vj288

not actually Fiona Apple
coyote said:
did you check your zipper?

it happens to me all the time
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I did, they all appear to be in working order. I don't have to worry about looking in the last place I would look anymore though, yay to that
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Fighter86

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Very very sad. Every one I know their life has moved on. Except my, always at the same spot. And I get these punishing headaches when I think about how desparate my life has become. Horrible headaches.
 
truffleshuffle

truffleshuffle

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Fighter86 said:
Very very sad. Every one I know their life has moved on. Except my, always at the same spot. And I get these punishing headaches when I think about how desparate my life has become. Horrible headaches.
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Although I don;t seem to get the headaches I know where your coming from. I too seem to be stuck in the same place while every one else seems to just keep moving on past me. I often feel out of place around them and depressed because of that.
 
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